Me and Lorna have just recently turned into close friends. I still recall the first day we met (even if it wasn't that long ago); we had been going round town shouting 'ALRIGHT MATE' to complete strangers. Why? Because it was funny! We found out we had a common thing we like doing; being random. That day we went to our friends mums house where she was that pissed out her face she split up with her boyfriend. It was a good day overall. A memory to keep. From that time on me and Lorna had met another couple of times, shared the same drinks and toothbrush, just bonded really well in the space of 3 days of meeting. We try and hang round together as much as possible. She's like my girlfriend, who I could lean on when I have problems, a girlfriend who's always there for me, a girlfriend who loved me for being me. Hang on though, enough of this 'girlfriend' she's my close friend, could be more in life, but not now as I have a boyfriend. This is like cheating in writing, what the fuck is this?! What she didn't know is I have as much feelings as she does for me. Yes, she likes me in that way. Actually finding a person, especially a beautiful girl, being attracted to me, when I fart, burp, pick my nose, have hairy legs, no boobs, is shockingly surprising. Haha! I sound like a lad. Wow.
We've been speaking for about 3 to 4 weeks. Lorna was a complete stranger to me. Then one day out of the blue we started talking. We're really calm and cute together, calling each other 'princess' and 'babe'. soppy but cute at the same time. We skyped mostly everyday. Then there was a day we was skyping and she asked me a question that honestly got my brain moving. I always thought she had a thing for me whilst we'd been talking, not being big headed or anything. I got it out of her in the end. She said it was an awkward situation.. Nothings awkward with you if its not with me! Same rule applies with everyone. Its was proper sweet when she told me though. Made me happy all night. And every time I talk or see her it just makes my day perfect. The fact that she thought I was never going to talk to her ever again because she liked me was out of order. I'd never do that to her. I'm trying my best to make her feel wanted by me. We flirt. We cuddle. I don't want to loose her over love.
I know a lot of things about her, she likes Cadburys dairy milk chocolate. Don't blame her on that one! Has a fear of snakes. She smokes, that's a disgusting habit, and if I had to change anything about her it would be getting her to stop. SMOKING KILLS. I don't want her to die! OH OH OH AND NOT FORGETTING.. She's an Ed Sheeran fan! This girl is a keeper! We have a lot in common.. She hates coffee. Coffee tastes like ass. Another thing is, we both look like water hogs in the morning. We haven't been close for that long, but I know about 40 things all together in total about her. #top friend!
We've recently had a sleepover. It was a great night spent together, singing Ed Sheeran in different voices and laughing, blowing up condoms she got from gay pride, going boss-eyed at each other. It was a good laugh. WE DIDN'T SPOON. I wasn't a happy bunny. We watched some films. Top to toe in bed. I ended up sleeping on the floor at one point because my bed wasn't big enough for the two of us.. That didn't work, so it looked like it was mummies bed for me. We fell to sleep at about 3 and awakened at 9. We didn't get much sleep, so we was knackered that day. We had toast for breakfast, I would have made her eggs (her fave) to surprise her, but we didn't have any in the fridge. After breaky we watched 'my sisters keeper' I kind of sobbed at that because its really emotional and reminded me of my Granddad. It wasn't long after that she had to go home, so we got ready. She was wearing an Ed Sheeran top, pretty jel of her, not going to lie.
The time had become 12:25. I got my shoes on and we had a very slow walk to the bus stop and spoke about things. At this moment I wanted to hold her hand on the way. But If I did she probably would of thought I had problems. The bus came and I hugged her goodbye. Her nice flowery smell lingered to my clothes, and not only my clothes, but my bed. Her smell is too die for. That day I missed her loads, couldn't actually get my mind off her, she doesn't understand how much I love her!.
I don't care if she thinks I'm a freak, but I will make her feel like she's the only girl in the world. I'd do anything to see her smile. For example to take her to see Ed Sheeran\/ Lucy Spraggan\/ James Arthur concert. Buy her Chinese, chicken, chocolate whenever she wants it. Even take her out to peachy keens for dinner. Or snuggle up to films like Angus, thongs and perfect snogging. ANYTHING she wanted, she'd get from me. I'd get her a hedgehog if she wanted one.
Lorna, I love you so much. I never want to let go of you, you're beautiful no matter what people say to put you down. I'm always here like you are for me. My princess <3<3
-anonymous.
28\/07\/13.
