Blades of Silence (Jaspar fanfic)

Mine.

Joe woke up the next morning after multiple more rounds, snuggled into Caspar's side. His arm pulling him closer, keeping him locked in place. Joe feels like a trapped animal he NEVER stays in someones bed to see morning. He slowly sits up trying not to wake Caspar. He finally sits up looking down at Caspar's naked figure.

Joe's P.O.V

What. am. I. Doing.

He looks so peaceful. I am a horrible person. Caspar has so much more to his life. He's only 21 for Fuck sake, I can't keep sleeping with him, he needs to get a real boyfriend or girlfriend. The thought makes me upset, seeing Caspar bringing home some beautiful girl and taking her to bed every night. hearing his beautiful moans being created by some stranger. I choke back the thought of someone else pleasuring Caspar, starting to get jealous. I look down at his bare chest I want to make him mine but I'm so scared.... I want him to be only mine. So I make him mine in the only way I know how.

I turn around getting on my knees now facing him. His sleeping figure still sprawled out laying on his back. I smile down at him and lean down pressing my lips to his chest kissing softly. Goose bumbs rise to his skin as I kiss a line down the middle of his chest. I sit back up and throw my left leg over his waist sitting comfortably on is lower stomach. I lean down again and start kissing his collar bone and his neck, placing my hands on his stomach, rubbing small circles.

He lets out a sigh, I stop what I'm doing and stare up at him waiting for him to wake up. He doesn't. Damn, he is a heavy sleeper. I quickly continue kissing all over his chest when I'm sure I've covered every inch I go back up to his collar bone and start sucking and licking. Trying to create a dark purple mark. Usually i hate hickeys but I want everyone to know Caspar is mine.

Once I'm done, I'm unsatisfied with the small lonely mark that could easily be hidden. I slump in defeat. Looking over his chest I see it moving at a fast pace. I smile noticing the affect I have on him, leaning back down I start to make more marks down the side of his neck.

He moans out quite loudly, startling me. his eyes flutter open and I sit up smiling down at him.

"W-What are you doing?" He rasps out. He looks up at me and I lean back his dick prominent against my butt. I move around trying to get off of him. He groans out grabbing my hips making me hold still. He keeps one hand on my hip as the other reaches to his neck. " Did you give me a hickey?" he ask still trying to wake up. I nod my head, speaking up correcting him. "hickeys..." I say smirking. He puts both hands back on my hips and glares at me. Rubbing circles into my bare hips he asks, "Why?" I lean down getting closer to his ear "Mine." I say seductively.

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Later that night he says he's going out I just nod to him and continues scrolling thru my twitter feed reading all the comments about my new video. Clearly he didn't understand what mine meant a 5 hours later and a dinner that was all alone a drunken Caspar comes walking in with i girl hanging around his neck. I'm startled from my sleep instantly pissed off by the loud giggling that is taking place as i hear a girl scream out Caspar's name.

My eyes start to blur with tears, this is exactly what i feared this morning. Hearing Caspar and someone else together in the bed we shared this morning, The same bed that I marked him mine yet here I was tears running down my cheeks.

"WHAT. THE. FUCK!" I hear the girl shout my head shoots up in confusion.

"WHO THE HELL IS JOE!" I hear her scream again.

"THIS IS FUCKING RIDICULOUS." I hear doors slam, high heels angrily clicking around then a very loud thud and what sound to be like water.

A couple minutes of silence go by with the quite padding of feet walking around upstairs. I'm about to fall back asleep with tear stained cheeks, when my door creaks open. "Joe? you awake?" i hear a very broken Caspar questions. I sit up silently letting him know I'm up. " Can I come in?" He asks. "yea." I breath out my voice held strong, thankfully not breaking. He slowly walks over carefully sitting on my bed. "What happened with the girl?" I question. He looks at me in the darkness. "I, um , moaned your name out instead of hers." I grin a little bit, luckily it's dark and Caspar can't see me. "Sorry, Mate." I say trying to sound sorry for him. "You should be!" he says aggressively.