When someone calls me a name I just look at them and say 'I don't really care what people think about me. I am who I am'. But deep down it really does hurt me. People sometimes act as if I'm not an actual person and that I don't have feelings. They act as if it's just a joke. But it's not. I'm a person and I have feelings. I know that I'm not that pretty and I try to use makeup to at least make me look different. But even that doesn't work. I hate when people tell me that I'm pretty when I know that there're lying. It hurts knowing that they're lying. It hurts putting on a brave face everyday and acting like everything's ok. I don't want to show people that what they say actually hurts. I say to them that 'I couldn't care less' but when in reality I really do care. And I care a lot. I hate think that people actually think what they say doesn't hurt people. Because it does hurt. It really does.
