Why...thats the question that i get asked when i say im sad
And when i start saying why i was sad i get ignored or looked over and brushed to the back.
Thoughts of suicide floods my mind everyday. The thought of walking in front of a car and letting......well hoping it will hit me . going to the top floor of a huge building and looking around and thinking. If i jump now it'll cause a scene and i don't wanna be the cause of anyone else's bad day . but i sure the hell don't wanna be part of my bad day anymore...
Maybe if i just go to a dark place and kill myself ill be out a everyone else's way and ill keep to myself and then no body will be bothered by me . my demons can roam free after all whos nit to say i havent already killed myself right
