"please don' t take me seriously, I'm just in it for fun" I said sarcastically..
It hurt knowing that you were just being played, and they didn't care whatever the fuck you feel. Well, I'm not supposed to be affected, they said. It's just for fun, they said.. But yeah, I learned that you don't need to take anything and everything seriously, they're just for FUN..
I looked him in the eyes. I smirked. Sad as it looked, you can't be deceived. Inside it, a vicious clown appears. I should know. I've been played by him once, I don't want it to happen again. What exactly am I talking about? He made a bet, for the whole school to see. He played with all that he's got and won my heart. Really, it's simple.. One day, a very, very special day, He gave me three balloons, it said, F. U. N.. and after handing it to me, he laughed, so hard. Then I heard lots and lots of them, the laughs and chuckles. It seems that he showed everyone how much of a love sick puppy I was to him. There were pictures, videos and worse----the first fucking love letter I ever made. Everyone loved it, every second of that fucking bet while I hated being in that bet. But yeah, all that is history now. It was F.U.N.. Really, it was.
After all that I became the exact opposite of how I used to be; I'm the big, bad B whom everyone hates. I know, sad that the bet got the best of me. But yeah, change was good. And it was even better when he came into view. Yes, HE who shall not be named, no not Voldemort, hell no! It was the 'HE' who broke me. This is going to be F.U.N :)
