What is trust?
- I can't exactly tell the real definition of it. But for me, trust means EVERYTHING. It's hard to trust somebody. Especially when your far away from them.
So heres my story.....
I have known this guy for a year and a half. He is like a best friend to me. He was ALWAYS there for me whenever i needed him. He was like a super hero to me. I just love how he tells me things that he never tells anyone else.. I feel so special when i'm with him...
Months and months came by, i just feel so happy when i'm with him...
But there came a day when i realized it all...
I liked him, he liked me. There it was real feelings being expressed.
That other day came when he asked me out..
My response was:
Me: umm, i haven't had any boyfriends in my whole entire life.. But yeah i have had a lot of guy's who came by and just left me hanging.
(I told him that i just wanted him to be my friend)
It's hard to think about it. I told him to give me space to think it through.
By misunderstanding... I think he thinks that i let him courtship me.
But NO!
I was like "oh my goodness!"
The other day it felt a little awkward.
He was acting all different.
I was all curious about it. And the thing is he didn't sit at my lunch table at school today.. No wonder maybe he was with his other friends. :(
I told him about the "asking me out thing." And yeah he was like "sure, i can wait for as long as i can just for you." I got to admit i was blushing 😊
Month's and month's passed by. We knew each other to well. As in too well!!! Hmmmm... My Hero. I like superman so i consider him as MY HERO. 😄😄😄
Ugggghhhhhhh!
I heard the news from my mom that we are going back to my Country ( just to let you know, i am a pure filipino) i migrated here in the US. 😌) Philippines. Yes i was very happy to hear that! Because i get to see my relatives and all👌❤ But at the same time i was thinking about chris... (Chris is the guy i like)
Hmmm. 😔😔😔
I told chris the other day. And he was all sad. And i felt bad because i had to leave everyone in my school. 😣😣😣
8th grade graduation came then 8th grade dance.. Chris wasn't there for both. But that's okay i understood that he had things to do.
Last day of school .. Huhuhuhu😫😫 in exact it was raining.. TEARs in school! And the funny thing is it was really raining! 😱
Chris was there and we said our goodbyes. 😪
My flight was on June 22
I last saw Chris on June 15th i think
It was a saturday.
And yes... My heart shattered i hugged him tight.. I just didn't even want to let him go.. It hurts so much!!! 😖
He said "i love you" and i said the same. I didn't know what type of relationship we had.
My flight..
I had said goodbye to everyone .. But i just wanted to see him again!
Safe flight for us .. (Me and my mom)
When i came to the Philippines, i was happy then ever! I got to see all mu best friends and friends and my whole family!
I missed them all much! Thank God! 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
I had heard from a friend that chris had deactivated his Facebook account so i don't even know how me and him can communicate. But all of a sudden he messaged me form his pal 👏😁 happiness. I missed him a lot! Like totally! Ugh. He was all happy he got to talk to me! Almost everyday i got to chat with him :) and i asked him why he deactivated his Fb account, it was because he said it was boring. 😂 Lol
Hmmm. Chris never messaged me
back. When i asked him about the courtship thingy.. 😔
Day's past.... No reply.
Other day-still no reply 😥
Ohhh why? My old friend messaged me and said