Felicity sits me down on her bed
"beth you know I never want to hurt you" she speaks fear hidden deep in her eyes
"I know you don't felicity" I smile
"beth I love Justin"
"what" I say shocked
"I'm sorry Beth but I love him" She cries
"how can you love your bestfriends boyfriend!" I scream
tears roll down her cheek" I just love him, he perfect"
"He not perfect" I scream as loud as I possible can "perfect people don't cheat"
"you don't understand!" she screams back
"I understand it all!" I reply
"no you don't because I was the one he slept with" she screams
I walk up to her and throw my hand around her cheek full force giving off a ear busting sound "You can have him Because I want to see you miserable"
She shields her cheek as she mutters "Your sick"
I laugh at her a bit "Oh don't give that holy girl act your not innocent here."
She flops her hands to her side in defeat "Okay I should have told"
"But you didn't Did you, you tried to play me like a fool! You venomous backstabbing slut"
"Okay I was trying to spare your feelings" she shouts
"just tell your self that when your trying to sleep tonight" I walk out her dorm
I see Justin walking down felicities dorm hall "oh I see you came back for more of her"
He looks shocked "she told you"
"yes, yes Justin she did, you know what that means?" I cry
He shakes his
"that means that me and you are officially over" I storm out of the hall and walk over to mine.
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2.00am
I wake up in a hot sweat. Bad dream, about Justin, felicity and all that shit.
I get up putting my ugh boots on stuffing my pyjama bottoms into them.
I walk for about an hour until I see a figure in the distance. First I think oh shit here's a bloody murderer to make my life even better but then I see a crazy ball of hair and figure it Xavier.
I walk up to him.
"what are you doing up" he asks
"couldn't sleep" I shrug "what about you?"
"I'm bipolar, that means my brain makes me stay up" he admits
"wow Xavier, sorry, I didn't know" I say
He laughs a bit "don't be sorry Beth, it can be fun some times, I get to go on midnight adventures"
I laughs with him
"I'm sorry about Justin being a dick"he says
"you know?" i say
He nods his head
I shrug "don't worry, I've only lost my best friend and my boyfriend" I start to cry so, so much
He grabs my shoulders "Are you okay?"
"I'm fine" I mutter
His eyes go wide "I had no idea, you'd take the news so hard"
"Do you know what he put me through last year and you still lied" I say in disgust
