This isn't a thank you letter but maybe it should be.
You did it, Paul. You didn't something I never thought anyone could do. You made me smile. For once in my life, I felt something. Happiness. It's the only thing I feel when I'm around you. It's like you take away the numbness in my soul and replace it with meaning. I never thought I could mean anything to anyone, let alone you. I finally felt like I could fit in, like a deserved the life I was given.
That's the thing though, I don deserve it. And honestly I don't ever think I will.
