dear diary

❁ one: first entry ❁

dear diary,
hello diary! so today his my first ever entry! well not first ever, I actually had this diary for the longest time I could remember, but stopped using it. I was just cleaning out my room, donating stuff, then I saw this diary with the letters "이차인♡다르이" Lee Cha In's diary in bold gold letters! I believe I have had this for.. 6 years? Still counting!
So let me introduce myself.
Hello! I'm Lee Cha In. 17 years old. I go to Chae Gyu's high school. I am a quiet shy girl. My best friend is In Hae Soo. I pass most, just most of my classes. And I have the biggest crush on Kwon Soonyoung. He is one year older than me. He has blonde fluffy hair. Eyes that point out to 10:10 o'clock. The brightest smile. The cutest laugh. All of him is just full on amazing. Yet he is the school kingka, so I had no, and I mean no, chance with him. At all. He has a lot of friends, parents, and a bunch of fangirls. And surprisingly I am one of them, I just stand in the back of the crowd.
Me on the other hand, I have only one true friend, I've lost both my parents, and I am not known as much at school. I have big nerd glasses, fair skin, I'm pale, not sick pale, it's just a natural pale. Got it from my mom. I also have hazel medium length hair. I'm short, I also don't have a perfect body, not like those skinny fake plastic girls at my school, just normal, little chubs, body. But hey I'm not as chubby as you think.
I'm also a fan of kpop. My favorite band are CNblue (sorry guys I just love cnblue and I gotta mention them sorry not sorry), my favorite member is Yonghwa. My favorite group EXO, my favorite member used to be Luhan, but he left ㅠ_ㅠ so I switched to Sehun and Xuimin. My favorite girl group has to be.... Apink! Favorite is Naeun!
Okay enough of me! I'm going to stop for today! Bye~ hoped you learned a lot about me.

Cha In♡♡

Cha In's POV:

I put down the pencil and drop it on my diary. I stretched out my arms and yawn.

"Wah~! Gosh I write so much about myself, next time, I have to write about something else."

I closed my journal and put in my backpack.

It was 7:00pm, tomorrow was a Monday. I loved school, but no, not the education. But to stare at Kwon Soonyoung.

I turned off my desk lamp and crawled into bed. I didn't eat dinner and Hae Soo was busy so I didn't want to go out. I took out my phone and scrolled through social media, went to Twitter to check out what's happening with the kpop world. Then I grabbed my EXO Sehun headphones and plugged in the wire. I put on CNblue's "love girl" and closed my eyes.

Monday, 7:10am

Cha In's POV:

It was a beautiful morning. The sun was shining, the skies perfect baby blue, no storms, no dark grey clouds, just the heavens approaching us. The cherry blossoms already bloomed, and the scent of flowers flew everywhere in the sky. It was amazing.

I got to school early. I always do that, and usually I would study or look out for Soonyoung, or wait for Hae Soo, but mostly for the Soonyoung thing. Am I too obsessed? No? Yes? Yes.

7:30am

School started in 30 minutes. Soonyoung was already here, he was sitting at his desk alone. I was on the other side of the classroom by the window. I had the chance to stare at him from afar. His sight was amazing. He was working on his homework. I smiled. He seemed frustrated and stressed.

"Ugh I can't do this! This is way too hard!"

He yelled out. I was shocked. But I wanted to help him.

"Um... Do you need h-help?"

I asked as I approached him. He nodded his head while pouring. Cute. I slightly blush at his actions and his my cheeks.

"Okay... So.. Oh! Math! My favorite!"

I squealed in excitement.

"Pfft. Nerd."

I heard him whisper. It sort of hurted me. But I let it go aside.
Instead of crying, I faced him and flicked his forehead.

"You should at least be happy this nerd is helping you!"

I yelled out childishly. I chuckled when he whined.

"It hurts!"

I've never seen him this way, usually, he would act so cool towards others and act so... hot... But now, he is so cute and childish and playful. It's so cute!

"S-Sorry... Just here let me help you.."

I helped him out with the equations, formulas, and understanding. His mouth dropped. I blushed a little. My heart went crazy.

"Wah~! So smart!"

I smiled and said no problem. He finished his homework and thanked me.

"Well.. Class is going to start.. I will go back to my seat now."

I said while getting up. He nodded and smiled. Oh gosh. MY HEART. I'm crazy in love with him.

"Thank you~!"

He shouted from afar. Students started to come in and he saw his friends and started to act serious. He played cool like nothing happened.

Is he two faced or something?

I thought to myself. I just shrugged it off.

And once class started, I replayed the moments that just happened. I couldn't stop smiling and blushing.

✱ TBC ✱

↣ Author ↣

this is actually really long omfg. Hope you like long chapters for this fanfic!