Life has no exact theory. You live, you die. Life sucks but it can also be good. Somedays you may feel like dying and other days, you want to go rock climbing. Life is a long lived or short lived battle. It may hurt, but you get over it. It will all end. You can end it yourself, or someone in the heavens can. What's life when you're living all alone, writing a pointless book. Being lonely is another part of life that we have the key to but only destiny will lead. Lead what? Your life. I wake up every morning thinking about how the day is going to go. I go on Snapchat and look at kylie Jenners Snaps. I wear makeup to hide all imperfections. I am not confident but I sure can act like it. I am an actress daily. I tell people I am happy but really, I'm dying on the inside. I like breaking boy's heart, I like being a player. Middle school taught me to be a heartbreaker. The guy I fell in love with broke my heart. I act older than my age because I like acting like I'm an adult but I am only a child screaming to never grow up. We grow up. We learn. There is no story. No theory of life. I was called a whore, slutt, bitch, ugly. People that didn't even know me thought that about me. I went from guy to guy just so I can get over that one guy. I was acting crazy and never gave a thought about how I made the boys I dated feel. But didn't they deserve it? No, they didn't. Don't worry, I've apologized to the guy I hurt the most. No, I did not apologize to the rest because, just like me, they wanted to hurt people. They didn't hurt me. It was all a game for us. A game of breaking hearts. Want to play?
