To be her happily ever after or her one and only was something I could never do. I only brought the light of darkness to her but she was so blinded by me. Me the person who only wished her best was stopping her from succeeding, doing the things she loved. She looked at me the way I wanted her to look at me but that's when I realised who I was, the type of person like who took advantage of her unknowingly. The love that gave the warmth like a mother gives to her her child , but just like the child returned that love.... That was something I could never do. The thought of doing it filled me with pride but just like Satan had to much pride he fell. And that was exactly what happened to me. I fell to deep into a love that I could never return. The only way I was helping her was by leaving and by leaving I was saving her. But she didn't need saving is what she always told me but she didn't notice how far she was falling and how long for. She was Alice falling through the rabbit hole and I led her there to her utter most doom but before she hits the end I could save her. I could solve the problem she would face because of me , I would leave where she could then find someone worthy of her, someone who could love her the way I thought I could do. But I couldn't because of the shame, I was exactly like him. He didn't love anyone but him self; the only thing he loved new than himself was the mirror even then who knows he could have been just like me. But from what I know I am his reflection. But a girl like her shouldn't have to deal with me. I was saving grace.
