when the depression started

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Hi guys it's b and I just want to start where my depression started I was 6 years old and I had a speech problem everyone made fun of me and called me the studder girl except one girl named Alexis or Alex she was my best friend but they stilled made fun of me until I just completely stopped talking and me and Alex started to talk in sign language or writing but mostly writing because we were really bad at sign language I mostly came over to her house because my parents hated me and my speech problem then me then I told my parents about me being lesbian and they kicked me out of the house and Alexis parents kicked her out for being lesbian then we started walking and talking in sign language then a lesbian couple come up to us and say hey kids you better get home then Alexis says we don't have homes anymore her parents kicked her out of the house and mine too why they ask us but I keep quiet then Alexis says because we're lesbian then they say you can live with us come on girls what are your names and Alexis says I'm Alexis but call me Alex and this is blossom then they asks Alex why doesn't blossom talk and I put my head down and she says she doesn't talk because of bullying and her speech problem then Alex hugs me and says bloss you need to be strong these will be our new parents ok I nod slowly and whisper in her ear and say I'll talk to them when I'm ready ok ok Alex says then she says she'll talk to you when she's ready ok they both say ok hey we never introduced us to you I'm carly and that's Katie but you can call us mom ok I nod slowly and Alex says ok mom and she hands me a pen and a notebook and says write what you want to say ok ok I says quietly what was that blossom and then Alex says nothing mom then blossom says n-n-nothing mom she says quietly then they jump up and down saying she talked then Alex says she only talks when she wants which is not often so don't get use to it ok they say

Well that's all for right now I hope this helps u guys to understand about me

With love,
B

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