I look around
Everyone tries to fit in
even me
Why so judgemental
Everyone should be able to be who they want to be
instead of being someone else
I feel like a different person
What is wrong with me?
why am like this?
I have a two face
I'm a christian in my home
Im someone else outside
I'm a christian at church
Im someone else at school
Im a christain hanging out with youth friends
Im someone else hanging out with school friends
I hate it
But then again i don't
I like kisses and bites
But then again i don't
I just want to be loved
Someone to like me back
and never leave
I'm not afraid of losing someone that i don't really like
But i am afraid of losing u
Ever since i did it once i wanna do it again
Why?
Why can't i stop?
No one will like me for who i am
Everyone will just like me cause i let them touch my body
I shouldn't be like this
But I am
I need to change
But every single time i say that
it doesn't work out
i keep falling
I keep failing
And i will continue to fail
No matter how much i try to not fail
I always do
I am seriously sorry
But somehow i can't stop
I don't know why
