GTA's Effect

Its 6 in the Morning

Usually I don't like to write down stuff that occurred. But since i did this, I hope people realize it wasn't my fault, if i don't tell you what happened i'm afraid if Roffbe gets caught he might figure that: he should tell the world, that I am a completely crazed Kil(ler). But Not not yet, i should tell you what happened, after all he pretty much drove me insane already. This isn't actually my stor(y)- But actually it is my story. But i'm not actually a person. I am no longer anyone but i'm still here, i still exist deep within my physical body, somewhere in that bodies brain is my psyche and my soul. Anyway i mines as well jump right to it now so here it is:

Grand Theft Auto is one of the first video games I've ever played which explains why it's my favorite game to play of all time. This amazing game was the game that sparked my interest to start playing more games later in life, and because i've tried many games after this one this is why I haven't stopped playing games ever since. I always kept up on new news for new video games and I didn't wait when I heard that the new GTA 5 has came out for Playstation 4. I quickly bought the game and the system as soon as i had the money. After I setup the game i played through it all day and night until one month passed and I beat the game. it doesn't really matter that i beat the game though, the game is infinite and this is part of the reason why this game means so much to me. But for some reason i got extremely bored and depressed when story mode ended. I never quite understood this one thing though, not only did i feel so depressed and bored i also felt this feeling i always feel after doing anything, it was the game, i felt as if i was one of players in the game as if they were trying to posses me, tell me what i want to do, what you always do in a GTA, it says to.....to kill someone. the feeling to kill someone with no remorse or emotions. I started flipping out from this, i mean i know it's just a videogame but it shouldn't be, I shouldn't felt like this, i do care about my family, my friends, hell even people in general because i'm not a murderer, i decided i will just put these thoughts behind me, after all I shouldn't let a little paranoia freak me out right? I probably had these thoughts from playing the game too long, after all it's is six o'clock in the morning. A feeling like this probably came from playing all night long, after all the games i've played i never let this feeling get to me, and i never went to long without sleep. I know of people who don't sleep, and they have told me their experiences of doing so. All i can say is it can make people see and hear things they shouldn't.