I Wished You Loved Me

Chapter 1

-WARNING: If you cant handle the heat, sex senses, profanity, drama etc. Don't waste your time reading my story. But if you can...continue reading :)

INTRO

Let me just start off by saying I could care less on what you might think of me after I tell you my story. You would have probably done the same thing, if you were in my predicament. What tupac say, "Only God can judge me". First off let me introduce myself, my name is Dymond Symone Reinolds. Yea like 'Diamond' only spelled differently. I grew up in the projects on the west side of Chicago. My mom name is Trina and my dad, well I don't even remember his ass. My guess is he left my mom when she found out she was pregnant, she never talked about him as much when I use to ask about him as a child. Now she has a new man and let me just say, I hate his damn guts and there's things I wish never happened. But who wants to hear about my sob story; no one. So let me tell you how it all started...

Chapter 1: 

Balled up in the corner of my small bed room with blood dripping down my legs I heard my stepdad say something before he left the room. "Good night Dymond." He said with a smirk on his face.That was the first time Darius had ever came in my room and did bad things to me. You guessed right, at only 14 years old I had lost my virginity. That's some fucked up shit right?

After many nights of him coming into my room at night, I had decided that it was time to tell my mom what Darius had been doing to me.

"Momma, I need to tell you something important."

"What the hell you want Dymond, I'm bout to get ready for work."

"Well uh -- um --"

"Cat got ya damn tongue spit it out sh*t, I aint got all damn day!"

After several moments of silence I finally blurted out,

"Darius has been coming into my room every night and raping me!"

For a moment she just stared at me and then she had the nerve to say, "Stop lyin! I know you don't like him but you aint gotta lie and say some dumb shit like that."

"But I'm not lyin' ma, its been going on for a long time now."

"Get the fuck out my face Dymond, you known for lyin'. I don't believe yo ass." She rolled her eyes and continued getting ready for work.

I looked at her one more time then stormed into my room.

Dear diary,

    I can't believe this shit! My own mother don't believe me and gone take that ugly motherfucka side. I swear I can't take this anymore. Maybe I should just run away and never come back. I don't know where im gone go but im getting the hell out of here. Yea, that's what I'll do, run away. . . tonight. She aint gone miss me anyway, she probably gone celebrate.

-Dymond , xOxO

Darius didn't come into my room tonight, thank God. He was drunk as hell and fell asleep assume as he came in the house. So after everyone was asleep, I made my move. It didn't take long to pack because I ain't really have shit to begin with, so I packed what I had in a duffel bag. Took one last look at the hell hole and never looked back.

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