I hope I don't loose you, while trying to keep you
I hope I don't get lost in the big things, when its the little things that matter
I hope the thread of love im holding on to, won't shatter
I hope I don't forget the brightness in your smile, or the way you laughed
And I hope I don't lose us while trying to keep us
The battle field of love
Yeah man it's hard to fathom
but most importantly
I hope I don't lose myself
While trying to keep you,
us
I hope I don't forget who I am, or who I've become
Due to the lack of emotions
I hope I can love again if and any
When I loose it all
When everything seems amazing
That's when you'll loose it
You
Yourself
Her
Him
It
Us
I hope I don't loose my sanity
While trying to keep yours
When I sit and look at the vanity
I see myself trying to cover my sorrow
With all of the makeup
On my face
Under all the makeup
Lies D.D
Depression and Devastation
Yet I use concealer to hide the shadows of tears
That dropped
At 3 AM.
Continuously
until I reminded myself
That life,
It goes on
Sometimes I wonder-
I wonder.
I wonder if things will ever be the same.
I wonder if,
If it will still be the same
I wonder if,
You still hurt
Or did you even hurt?
I wonder if
I was just a game
You played
Although you told me
I wasn't the same
But, it seems like
Every other day
Those words left your lips
And traveled to someone else's
I wonder.
I wonder-
Why am I still thinking about you?
Is it because I want to believe that the past and your words were all true?
You lost me
While I was trying to keep us
You lost me
You lost me
You lost me
You pulled the last straw
& I was the one drowning in my own tears
That I dropped
At 3 AM continuously
Being separated was my biggest fear
I used to tell you every night,
I love you dearly
But it's obvious
You didn't see me clearly.
