Struck by Radke (A Ronnie Radke Love Story)

Chapter One

It was the day at last. Lots of people lined up a mile long. Fans screaming. People in black lethar and black eyeliner. My best friend Emmy and I was close to the front wearing are Falling in Reverse t-shirts. "I cant freaking wait! I wanna meet Ronnie so bad!" I said jumping up and down walking threw the door of the venu. "Me either! I hope you get to meet him to." Emmy said exitedly.

We walking inside and gatherd close to the stage. Eyes Set To Kill was setting up for there set. "This consert is going to be amazing." Emmy said talking with me before the show started. "I know! The first time seeing Ronnie in consert! For All Those Sleeping seam pretty good too. There song Favorite Liar is my favorite by them! My oh myer, your my favorite liarrr!" I said as I started to sing "Favorite Lair."

The consert was amazing. We went out and stood by the busses, hoping to meet Ronnie. "Dude! Here he comes!" Emmy said as I turned and saw the most amazing man walk my way. "Hello." Ronnie said with a smile on his face. Hi was all I could make out. Emmy nudged me. I blushes and looked up at Ronnie and said, "Your so amazing. You saved my life. Would you care to take a picture with me and kiss my cheek?" Ronnie laughed and looked at me for a momment. "No, I will not kiss you on the cheek in a picture." Ronnie said, then my heart shunk and felt broken. Emmys mouth dropped and looked evily at Ronnie. "Not a kiss on the cheek, but a proper kiss for someone so beauitful." Ronnie said as he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me gently. I heard Emmy awing and then everything grew silent for a momment that seamd like enerity. The momment broke with a flash of the camra of Emmy taking a picture of mine and Ronnies kiss. I soon broke out in tears with a smile. Emmy hugged me and Ronnie looked into my eyes. "Do you girls wanna come on the tour bus?" Ronnie asked as he reached for my hand. I nodded and took his hand and grabbed Emmy to follow.

He lead us threw the gate and onto the tour bus where he sat with Ryan and Mika. "And who might these girls be?" Mika said looking me and Emmy up and down. Ronnie smile and looked tough and put his arm around me and said, "This would happen to be the girl that quickly took my breath away and her friend Emmy." I blushed and looked at Emmy. She smiled at me. "Do you even know what her name is?" Mika said as he laughed. Ronnie looked at me and giggled to himself, "Your name would be?" He said. I looked down and blushed again as I mummbled, "Cyndy." Ronnie smiled and looked back at Mika and repeated my name. Mika laughed and asked another question. "How old are you?" He asked and looked at me. Ronnie looked at me and back at Mika, giving him a evil look. "Age does not matter. All that matters is she beauitful and I hope I can call her mine." He said as he looked at me and waiting for an answer. I blushed and looked at Emmy. She nodded her hand and I turned back to Ronnie and smiled like an idiot. "Yes." I said in a soft tone and hugged Ronnie. Mika roled his eyes and walked off the bus.

Ronnie looked at Ryan, who was talking on the phone to his girlfriend, and yelled, "Get off the phone! We have guest!" Ryan gave Ronnie a death look and told his girlfriend he loved her and had to go. "Well who do we have hear?" Ryan said as he sat close to us. "This girl would happen to be me girlfriend and her friend Emmy." Ronnie said kissing my cheek. Ryans eyes grew wide and he gave Ronnie a look that only Ronnie knew what it ment. Ronnie shook his head and answer to Ryans look, "Fuck her, I told you we was fighting and broke." Ryan replied, "Dude, that fast? I thought she was the one?" Ronnie's face grew red. I looked over at Emmy worried, but she didnt even look at me, she had this evil look on her face staring at Ronnie. I never see that look before.

Ronnie stood up and right in front of Ryan. He pulled out his phone and dail her number. "Ask her yourself." He said as he handed Ryan the phone. Ryan took the phone and put it to his ear. The ringing was loud to where I could hear it. Then it stopped, she answerd. "Is it true?" We hurd Ryan say on the phone. Ryans eyes grew wide and his face grew red. Ryan then asked, "You fucking what?! Cheated?!" My eyes got wide and slide as far back as I could in my set hold my knees to myself. I thought to myself, "I barley know these people and they was getting angery at each other. I barley even knew Ronnie as a person. What if he just wanted to use me and cheat on me." Emmy put her arm around me and then looked worried. Ronnie heard me move and turned to me. His face was pale, a tear fell down his face. He stood infront of me and held out his hands. I was scared. I didnt know what to do or what he was going to do, but I could feel he was hurt, I just knew he was.

I grabbed his hand and he helpped me up and walk me to the back of the bus. I glaced back at Emmy, wanting her to come with me, but she wasnt looking at me, she was dead foucased on Ronnie with that evil look again. Now, I was starting to really worrie. I feeling Emmy didnt trust Ronnie and thats pretty bad.

Ronnie closed the door as I walked threw and I just stood there. Ronnie sat down on the bed bunk and wanting me to come sit by him. I hesatated but then sat beside him. He looked at me and started to talk, "I know you barley know any of us and I can tell your scared and worried. That what I like alot about you, I can tell what you feel very fast. About Ryan, he looks out for me and takes care of me. Thats why he got so mad when he hurd the truth. The truth is that, my ex-girlfriend, Sally, cheating on me when we started touring. I had planed on marring her. Asking for her hand when she came and picked me up from the airport in a few months, but a few nights ago she called after a show and told me she cheated on me. At first she was sorry about it and I told her to let me think. Then a few nights ago she called again and told me she lied, she wasnt sorry. That she was in love with with the guy she cheated on me with and they been together since I left. She told me she liked me at first, but relized it was just a idol crush. She was just a fan and I should have known. At shows I just sang, I didnt try. I was hurt. I've mopped around. Then tonight, walking to the fans to talk, which I didnt even wanna go, but Ryan talked me into it. The momment I looked up and saw you, I smile was on my face and I couldnt stop smiling, thats why I walked to you first and you asked me to kiss your cheek, you brought the part of me back out, and of course i'm going to be smart and say, no but on your angel lips. I just want you to know I care and i'm never going to hurt you. I promise."

The words that he just said moved me. I felt the same way. I could tell how he felt very fast like he could me. I learned a new side of Ronnie no fan knows. He was easly hurt and was very sweet. I know he ment what he said, I could feel like. It's something I never felt before so I knew it had to be right.

I looked up at Ronnie, who looked worried. "I believe everything you just told me. I feel that same way and I know how you feel. Trust me when I say this, im not just some fan that has an idol crush. When I first saw you I could wait to meet you. When I saw your persanallity, I just had to meet you. I had an atracion to you. I'm glad I finally gotta meet you." I said as I hugged Ronnie. I felt a tear fall down his cheek. "You're really sweet and sensative." I said as I smiled a little.