It Was Raining || Complete

~It was raining~

It was raining when i was left behind

It was raining when i felt so alone

It was raining when i first met him

It was raining when i got closer with him

It was raining when i said my first love confession

It was raining when i felt so alone

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It was raining when i was left behind

I was inside the car with my mommy and daddy. My daddy was driving. I looked outside the window and saw the rain pouring down.

"Hey Mommy, are we really gonna make it home. It's pouring really hard" i said. My mommy smiled and said "of course we'll make it home"

Lies!!

As soon as she said that the tires of the car started to turn various direction because of the slippery road.

The car went into the road full of rocks and next thing you knew our car suddenly hit a huge tree making the windows shatter.

My tears were endless. I was cut on my arms and legs. But that isn't the reason why i was crying. Mommy and daddy lie down without moving and they had red liquid on their body even their heads.

I burst out "Mommy! Daddy! Please tell me you're not gone! Don't leave me!" i screamed and screamed and started to hug their lifeless body and let their blood stain on my clothes.

The rain poured and i could see a blue and red blurry flashing lights. "Little girl, come with me" one of the men said and took my hand and made me leave my family behind. They carried their bodies and brought it inside some kind of white truck.

"Don't worry, little girl" the man who held my hand said.

It was raining when I felt so alone

I was now 8 years old. I'm living with my Auntie and she enrolled me to a school. As expected, nobody cares about me. When I said my name in front of the class they just stared at boredom and some of them even yawn.

Even my seatmate doesn't want me to tell her name. In cafeteria I was eating by myself with no one to talk to. I didn't have a single smile on my face because of that day.

My smile never seem to come back ever since my mommy and daddy died. I felt so alone. I didn't have anyone to protect me and I didn't have anyone who will sing me a song before I go to sleep. Even though they call me a 'bad girl' sometimes, I want them back.

Why do they have to go? Why did they left me alone?

I was an only child. I don't have any siblings nor friends in my past. I was only lonely. I was 'The kid who doesn't have any friends'

The most hurtful thing is that some of my classmates spread through the classroom that my parents died. I thought that some of them would feel even a little pity for me but they didn't. They still laughed at me.

They keep telling me mean words.

"Your parents probably killed themselves because they're sick of you!"

"They must have not regret being killed!"

"Buuhuu! What you gonna do now huh?"

"Are you gonna cry again, brat?!"

"You suck!"

"Why can't you just kill yourself already!"

Those words just keep travelling around my head. What am I suppose to do? Every time that I go home I would always tell my Auntie that I had a great day. She didn't know any of this. I never told her. I don't want to tell her. I didn't want to cause a huge commotion about my Auntie fighting with my classmate's parents.