My Daily Life

worst possible thing

Hey guys! Like I said, I'm mostly going to be writing about things that have happened to me throughout the day or little childhood stories and stuff like that. So, I really hope you don't take this as just a story. This has really happened to me and I wouldn't want to be judged solely because of it.

Thanks for being interested in what I have to say!

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Well, today started off like any other normal day. I got up, got dressed, and went to work. I had this hunch you can say though that something was gunna happen today but I completely ignored it.

Big mistake!

While at work, my coworker and I started setting up everything that needed to be set up and she stepped out for a few minutes afterwards.

Right after she left, I started having trouble breathing. Now, keep in mind that I do suffer from depression and do have some anxiety attacks so I started to really freak out.

My breathing became extremely shallow and I started to panic. I tried getting up but i was just completely immobilized. I couldn't get up, couldn't move, I couldn't do anything.

When I was able to control it, I went to the restroom to freshen up before any kids started showing up. (I work at a recreation center for kids) I went back outside and everything was ok.

A few hours later though, the same breathing sensation started to happen again. This time though, before it could start, I took off to the restroom feigning that I had to pee so that I wouldn't freak out any of the kids. I stayed in there for approximately 5-10 minutes in a stall just crying and immobile and having trouble breathing.

Once I came out, everything was back to normal. WELL! When I got home, I started to mess around with my new phone. (It was still brand new in the box and everything!) But, me being me, I took my sim card out my original phone, put it in my new phone, and NOW the sim card is stuck.

Like stuck, stuck! I can't take it out!

I tried for a solid hour and a half trying to take it out but I think I just made it worse. So now, I have no connection by call or text and am solely relying on wifi. Personally, I'm an idiot for taking my Sim card out and not waiting.

Now I have to wait till tomorrow to go and get another sim card which sucks. I felt extremely horrible because I told my boyfriend what happened and he completely told me he has been trying to text me ever since he got off work. (I got off at 5pm and he got off at 8pm) I felt extremely bad afterwards.

Anyways, that's what happened to me today. I know it's not a lot but that was what my worst day consisted of....