Feelings exposed

Thank you

Thank you

Thank you for being you

For all the times my life fell through and when I got back up and saw the hand holding me

I saw you looking down helping me from cloud to cloud pushing through the rough patch of sound into this world you have shown me that wasn't so dead and a little more green

I saw the world watching over me caring as if it was just waiting for me to encounter this world was my destiny

But I wouldn't have gotten there without you beside me helping through the rough mean trees and not so green leaves bringing myself to be in this unlawful breeze with not so awful bees meeting with the trees as they work together like you help me

You are appreciated

For the ways you push for me to say that it is okay for me not to be okay 

But to this day

I thank you for the ways you've helped even though you feel so far away 

And just sometimes you bother me like a pain I must not let go to waste because in all reality

It is okay

You have shown me that being filled with vain and hate helps no one in this case so take a step back and breathe

Breathe in the hope and faith you give me that you refuse to go to waste because you care

You care about me as if no other could, but you always would

You don't care if you had to run from city to city to save the life you find so precious that I hold

And I respect that

I respect the way you care and even cherish every conversation you've had with me

You learned to listen with an open ear hoping I would want you to hear every thought and idea I had in mind

And maybe thats why I was so blind to letting my emotions free

No one listened to me

And maybe at the age of thirteen it would become more clear to me that not everyone saw some small girl in the school stall crying at the brick wall holding her back from running or the floor cracking forcing her to fall

And I did fall

But when I did, you helped me back up as if it was nothing at all

You got on your knees and crawled and hauled the type of pain and extraordinary stress that was overcome by your own weaknesses that you always set aside for me

And I loved that

Loved feeling like someones number one priority for once

But I didnt need that and not so long after I learned to help you and share the love I felt you needed back

And maybe I sound like I'm a little too emotional 

But I feel way more than that

I feel as if you help built a little shack we go to and talk about things we would never say to anyone else

But maybe thats just me

Maybe no one will ever see how important you will ever be

But I know 

And I know that your love is all I'll ever need to feel together and neat because that is just me

Thank you so much for everything you have done for me