Shardea
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"Chris it's my heart that you are FUCKING around with okay?!" I scream loudly.
"I'm sorry, alright damn you making the shit harder then it is! Man." Chris said on his side of the bed.
I walk around the bed walking up to him and he just places his head in his hands.
"You just don't care?! I got proof you was with the girl. You have been with plenty other girls don't try it.
He stood up and pushes past me walking down the steps.
I shake my head in frustration, while throwing on my ugg boots. I can't stay here with him, he is such a damn child. I love him and here he is not giving a fuck.
I get a duffle bag together and shove things in there, like hygiene things and a few outfits until I can have someone come get my things.
I go in the bathroom and start grabbing things on my side, dropping a lotion bottle. I pick it up glancing at his trash can and I see a condom. On my side I see a pregnancy test I just took before he got here. I am pregnant but Chris doesn't know because he was too busy fucking a bitch. I grab the trash bag and tie it, planning to take it outside. I continue until I'm finished, I grab a few comfortable outfits and a few work outfits, and a pair of black heels.
I walk downstairs frustrated to ask him about the condom knowing he is going to lie, he glances at me and asks calmly
"Where you going?".
In a quiet tone, I grab my keys
"To my momma house."
He try's to grab my bag while shaking his head
"No, you're not."
I reach away from him, to keep him away from my bag
"No, Chris you have me fucked up, you go and fuck a bitch in our home and then try and cop an attitude when I wanna leave? I don't want to be in the same bed that you fucked her in Chris, I don't, I hate the fact that you think I'm some type of toy. That you think you can throw around and just keep and play with. I'm not that girl and you know that! We have been with each other since freshman year of high school. I don't have time for the bullshit. I don't even want to invest my time with you when you are playing games like this."
I walk past him and look back at him heading to the door.
He says
"You either, love me or hate me. I don't need yo' ass man. You ain't nothing to me but a friend, a girl i needed to talk too."
I turn around in shock of what he just said to me.
"Okay now you just lost your damn mind, how the fuck am I just some girl, you needed to talk too? We were each other's first love's and you gone give me that bull shit? Come on now!"
He looks at me in a regret way.
"I'm sorry, I- i love you a-and"
"I don't even want to hear you! To make things worse, I'm pregnant. Have a nice life, I'll be back to get my things soon or later."
I roll my eyes while walking out into my car, I hear Chris screaming my name and he runs up to my car banging on the window.
I drive as far from his house as I can and find a parking spot in an empty parking lot, just to bawl my eyes out, the start of something new.
