Sittin up, late at night
Doing what?
Thinkin about my life
What life?
The life that I didn't choose
What choice?
The choice that made me lose
Lose what?
Lose all my hope
What hope?
Shit... I don't know
Man I can't sleep
Man I can't breathe
I try to look forward
But there's nothing for me
I close my eyes real tight
I try to Lay Back and drift
But my head starts spinning
Spinning all in this shit
Man I'm broke, broke as a joke
I've got no damn friends
I might as well croak
I've got no car
I've got too much strife
I'm always one day away
From just ending my life
I just need a win
Just a moment of pleasure
I want to live to the fullest
Live my life in leisure
Sittin up, thinkin about my ills
What ills?
Ills that need real pills
What pills?
Pills that make me numb
How numb?
So numb I feel dumb
Dumb how?
Dumb like I don't know
Know what?
Know how to let go...
I wish I could let go
I wish I could breeze
I wish I could move
And stay off of my knees
I'm tired of begging
Tired of reneging
Can't keep on spinning
In circles, I'm tangling
It's time, I'm ready
Time to pick a path that's steady
Time to beat all of this pain
Beat it and start to attain
Attain a brand new future
Attain a world with no strife
Attain a brand new soul,
Attain a place where I can live, life
