Take Me Back

Reaching The End

I promised myself this was the end. The whole situation has been going on for too long. Every time he makes a mistake, he immediately does something nice and I take him back, forgive everything. But no more! I'm better than this and I deserve more than crying myself to sleep because of Lucas.

Me and Lucas have known each other for a long time and I've been there for him since the very beginning, before he and Marcus were Vine famous.

I remember how we used to daydream about making videos and Vines. I've gone past it, found another passion and career in painting, but I've always supported him in everything - filming, meeting fans, everything.

But lately it's been worse because of their popularity. It's a bittersweet feeling honestly; on the one hand, I am extremely happy and proud of my boyfriend for finding success and inspiring so many people around the world. On the other hand, his constantly growing fanbase and responsibilities have made it difficult for us to see each other and hang out, take care of the relationship.

We've been fighting more. He stood me up multiple times - we were supposed to meet and go on dates, but there's always something more important: meetings about a possible tour, fans, trips to LA.

Because Lucas is so busy, we barely talk on the phone anymore, he answers my texts late. I love this boy, but I don't know how much more I can take...