I was Murdered

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Desire's pov.

"Hello, please 'desiree' would you come to the hotel which I live in now.. it's important! "

He throws out these words nervously as I felt him breathing fast on the phone speakers.

"What happened.. 'Zayn' are you alright?"

"Just come.." He said in anger while I was wearing my boats and running downstairs as fast as I could.. he was zayn!
I would do anything for him if he needed any help in anything.. he's more than a brother to me, and I would be there on time.

I rode the car and went to the hotel, it wasn't really far.. but it had a great space from my house.

I went upstairs looking for his room number, it was '124'.

"'121','122','123', yes! Finally '124'" I said it in a loud voice actually.. I was tired enough of searching for the room number!

I belt the door ring and he opened,
He looked destroyed.. totally destroyed, his eyes looked tired and red as he had a little hair on his checks and chin.. that was new for me!
I've never seen him with the beard, but when he looked at me.. I don't know why, but my body shook.. as I felt coldness in the air, he gave me a gaze that sends shivers to my whole body causing me to shake a little.
as we were in June!
But what made me worried that he smiled to me.. evilly.

"You are here." He said it coldly, while I was still standing on the door.

"Ofcourse I'm!"

"Yeah.. come in"

I entered the room, it was in a big mess.. his cloth were all over the place.. I saw his boxers under my legs while I was walking to sit on the coach!
And a shirt on the TV Screen.
And it smells like he was lately blowing a cigar.
And ofcourse alot of alcoholic beverages and a white powder.. I didn't know exactly what is it but, I wish it's not drugs!

"What's that?" I said pointing on the white powder.

"Never mind.."

"You're doin' Drugs?"

"Why do you care anyway?"

"Really zayn! Why do I care, what's wrong with you? I will figure this powder out.. but not now, why did you call and made me run in the streets like a mad girl?"

"Why don't you reset your self on the bed?"
I felt something wrong about that, but I listened to him and set on the bed, because I trust him.. he took a seat next to me, I was looking to the front,
But I felt him getting closer as our bodies were touching, and his face was looking at me.

"So, how are you?" he smirked while I could feel his breath on my checks, I turned my face looking at him in confusion raising my left eyebrow.

"Really? Do you know.. you're a good actor.. you made me run in the streets and driving my car fast, that I thought I could fly!
you are okay.. you just want to play with my feelings, huh?" I said it angrily as he was still looking at me without turning his face or even blinking his eyes.

He get closer to my face,"You're so beautiful" he said softly whispering to my ears as I was still stand staring at him, he always tell me beautiful words but.. why now?

"oh! I'm blushing.. thank you!" I shrugged in a scarsm way as he drew a half smile on his face, he suddenly touched my hair and down to my checks.. I didn't know what was he doing! What is he planning to do?
Then he grabbed my face slowly to his face as I saw him looking to my lips closing his eyes.
I stopped him by putting my fingers on his lips.

"Zayn, no.. I love harry, and you're his best friend.. we can't do this with him.."

As if I wasn't talkin' he didn't listen to me he just waited tell I pull off my fingers and grabbed me quick on his lips, I tried to be out of him but there's no escape.
Finally I pushed him away as I standed on my legs moving steps back to the wall.