I was Murdered

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Zayn's pov.

She hugged me tight in her arms.. I felt shame, after what I've done with her.. I am a jerk.. I am a real jerk.

I felt her warm small figure warbbing my body.. I butted my hands around her waist and hugged her back.

I wanted to tell her the truth.. to tell her what happened, but I didn't want to ruin her life.. she loves him so much.. I knew it, we all knew it.

I suddenly felt my eyes, and I can't hold the tears I started crying without any sound in her huge.. I felt pain rushing to my veins and blood, it's like someone is firing you with thousand of guns in the second.

It felt awful..

She pulled me off softly and slowly, looking to my face one more time again and opened the door Leaving.

I walked to the window looking down, I saw her small figure running to the car as my shirts were to tall on her.. it get to her knees she wore her sunglasses, I see everyone one is looking at her in a Confusion way, you know.. she was sweating and her lips were bleeding and her blonde hair was too messy, I was surprised when I saw her before entering her car looking up to me.. as if she knew that I would be standing there watching her steps, I fired a cigar while she was already in her car starting it.

Desire's pov.

I was out of the hotel running to the point which my car takes place, I inhale deeply and exhale lightly.. I felt that someone is watching me.. when I turned to take a look, saw hundred of people staring at me talking to other persons.. I felt blushing and butted on my sunglasses I knew that zayn would be out now in the window looking at me.. and I wanted to prove this to myself so I turned and looked up.. he was looking normal but when he saw me turned and looking at him.. his brain felt with many thoughts as his eyebrows met together weirdly.

I get inside my car starting it then rode the way back to my home, I entered my house and forward to my room, I looked at myself at the mirror.

What the hell.. I am just the hell!

It seems like I lost calories as my face was blue.. sometimes yellow!
My lips were destroyed the blood had been stuck and it freezes on my upper lip.. as I was feeling thousand of knifes heating my naked body when I do any movement..

I took of zayn's shirt and looked to my naked body, it had some scratches in my arms and back.

I went directly to the bathroom and turned the water on and just set under it closing my eyes.. after an hour past.

I went out and wore the robe and entered my room I took a look on my phone as it was full with messages and phone calls from harry.. and social media notifications.

I wanted so much to tell someone about what happened to me today.. I am the kind of people who can't figure it alone or keep any trouble secret.. I just can't hold the weight of the problem on my shoulders... I get tired fast and feel like I can't breath, Then I use to scream for someone to help me to carry it to the rubbish..

I called harry on the phone,

"Baby, are you okay? Where have you been, I worried about you." He said it nervously.

"No where.." I said coldly,
"My phone was out of batteries.

"des, are you sure you're okay? Because your voice seems n.."

I cutted him,"I'm fine harry stop asking about my health.. I'm doing well, okay!" I said it angrily I felt him breathing on the speakers without replying me.. he knew I wasn't fine.

"Harry, I am so sorry.. you know I've got my period it's the start of the new months.. and you know how I act with it.. I don't have to tell you."

"It's okay" he shrugged.. I knew he's mad now.

"would you like to come to my home tonight, we could spend the night with each other!"

"No, honey you're tired, and.. it's good not to talk to each other in your period time.. because you don't really know how to talk to your boyfriend and treating him as if he was an annoying guy, you know how many times did I call you? I was dead thinking about you.. and that's what I get.. thank you miss desire."

I took a look on the screen and it was nearly 50 missed calls and 102 messages on kik.. shit!

"Baby I really am sorry.." I said it nervously, the last thing I was thinking of at the time is getting in a fight with harry, he's the most person who I need now to sleep in his warm arms and needing him to tell me that everything is alright.

"Please, come to my home, don't refuse it.. I really need you at the moment.. I miss you." I said with drops of water out of my eyes.

"Ok fine, I will.. I miss you too." He said as I felt him smiling at the moment.

We said our goodbyes and I hanged up the phone.

I wear my blue dress, put some makeup on, and now ready to meet my lover..

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