Between Love and Hate (Julian Casablancas fanfic)

Jealousy

I woke up to Julian giving me soft kisses "your alarm went off I think it's for work" he said and I groaned loudly turning over
"Do I have to" I whined
"Unless you want to be in debt forever like you said then I suggest you do" he chuckled so I rolled out of bed stretching until I realized my legs were cold so I looked down and saw that I was in my underwear and tee shirt from earlier so I quickly pulled on some pants and turned back around to see Julian smirking
"Nice" he said and my face got hot so I quickly pulled off my shirt and pulled on another one and some socks. I brushed my hair yawning and Julian came up behind me wrapping his arms around me "you are so small compared to me" he laughed noticing the height difference and I just giggled closing my eyes a bit. I opened them then started walking to my kitchen making some coffee and Julian followed me like a lost puppy
"You want some" I asked handing him my cup and he took a sip then made a funny face
"Eww what kind of coffee is that" Julian asked scrunching up his face
"Black coffee dumbass" I laughed taking a big gulp of it trying to wake myself up
"Where do you even work?" He asked
"Well a record shop and a radio station talking on air" I said sitting on my couch closing my eyes taking tiny sips from my coffee so he laid his head down on my lap. He kissed my thigh and my face went red as I quickly opened my eyes. He took my cup of coffee and placed it on the floor then slowly kissed me, he got on top of me and ran his tongue across my bottom lip asking for access and I let him. Our tongues collided with each other making butterflies in my stomach. He took his hands and placed them at my hips then moved one to squeeze my ass, he then proceeded to kiss down my jawline to my collarbone sucking on it surely to leave a mark. My heart beat got faster and I moaned so I felt his smile against my skin, he moved his hands trying to undo my pants but I stopped him "Julian I don't feel comfortable" I said slightly pushing him off
"Come on it's fine" he said kissing me again running his hands along my sides trying to undo my pants again so I pushed him of completely saying
"Julian stop I don't want to do this" giving him a stern look. I stood up taking my cup of coffee and drinking the rest, putting it in the sink.
"Look-" Julian got our before I cut him off
"I don't want to hear excuses, when I say no or stop you stop...I'm sorry just I think you should leave I have to go to work in a bit anyways" I said sighing
"Okay see you later" said Julian kissing my lips but I didn't kiss back. I walked out locking my door then walked to work thinking.

~~~Julian's POV~~~

"Hey Julian did you get some" asked Albert pushing me around and I gave him a blank look "I'll take that as a no"
"Julian times running out you better hurry up" said Nick tapping his wrist
"Guys she's a fan of course she'll give in, it'll be easy" I said plopping down on the couch "she's being difficult rn because she's a virgin and has never had sex so she's nervous"
"Well I think your gonna lose the bet" said Nikolai so Fab just rolled his eyes
"That's fucked up guys, to see the next fan and have a bet to nail them in the spam of 2 weeks is horrible" Fab mumbled
"Shut the fuck up Fab, but I'll convince her guys trust me" I said smirking as Nick handed me a beer, I drank out of it and placed it down thinking something "if she got so drunk that she flashed that bouncer then maybe if I get her drunk....yes" I smirked "tomorrow I'm gonna try again and this time it will work"
"Okay Julian good luck" laughed Albert and Fab scoffed at us
"Why are you so bitchy today you fucked plenty of chicks for a bet before oh wait I remember now it's because you remember her from High school and she doesn't remember you" I laughed at him
"Wouldn't he talk about her like everyday even though she's like a year younger than him" said Nick
"Yah you always wanted to ask her out but she had a popular boyfriend then he dumped her so she said no to everyone who asked her out after that" said Albert "she does have a nice ass body" so both me and Fab became jealous of Alberts comment, wait why am I becoming jealous I just need to fuck her then leave. Even though she's sweet, adorable, and nice....no stop thinking that Julian. I just need something to drink, I got up and pulled out a bottle of vodka from our cabinet drinking straight from it
"Why the fuck are you drinking so much, is there something wrong?" Asked Nick
"Nah just something on my mind" I said taking another swig going into my room. I laid in bed and passed out after a while drinking my thoughts away.