Zak Bagans imagines and short stories #TheWattys

Married?! part 6

It was around 9am when you started to wake up, you opened your eyes and stretched a little to see Zak still asleep arms wrapped around you and head on your chest. You smiled to yourself thinking you wish you could wake up like this everyday, but that was just yet another fantasy you kept locked away for another day. You started to rub his back gently and with your free hand pushed his hair back from his eyes, he looked peaceful and slightly happy.

As he started to wake up about ten minutes later he mumbles "you missed a spot," he yawned in his morning voice.

"Yah, where?" You asked

"Well, twospots..my shoulders and...." He smirked

"Zak alexanderbagans" you blushed, smiling softly

"What? You are my wife," he smiled making you look down at him he said it he called me his wife.

"Yah yah, now get your drooling mouth off my boobs," you smile pushing him up gently

"Well, they are drool worthy, " he smiled

"You're not the only guy who's drooled on them" I smirked.

"What?" He said you can see he started to get mad.

"Well you see when my nephews were little and I'd hold them after feeding them or rocking them, that's where they'd fall asleep sweat their little butts off and drool every time I cuddled with them, they fell asleep there and about a half hour later drool and sweat" You smiled "you were jealous!"

"Oh... And I was not" He says.

"You were too!" You laugh and went to get up only to be pulled back down and pinned.

"Ok for a minute only," He says, looking down at you.

"Oh ok" you say looking up at him and seen him leaning in and he kissed you, you laced your hands in his and kiss back as he deepened the kiss, he let go of your hands and ran them down your sides and you froze when he started lifting the shirt you had one and he stopped and looked up at you, looking worried.

"What? what's wrong?" He asked, worried he hurt you.

"N nothing, I just.. I don't want to sleep with you yet.. I do want to I just want to be sure you know, we need to talk first and not just jump right into bed, I don't want a rebound kind of thing here Zak, where you'll get bored in a month or two, and find some young blonde who's better in all the ways I can't be for you..." You say

"Zak I like you I care so much about you you know I'd do anything for you, but I can't sleep with you right now.... We've got work to do... Onwork, work and work on you and me as friends, we got married after a hard night of drinking and my loneliness of needing a man and looking back now I needed a friend I still need my friend Zak I need you as selfish as it sounds I do need you" you say and hoped he'd stay, but he just got up and left you there, you heard his car door open and shut then the engine start and drive away, that's when you curled up and felt utterly and completely alone.

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Two days later

You decided that two days of sad movies, junk food and three boxes of tissues were enough. Enough with the pity party for one, you need to get out and get back into a routine.You drive to the office with music playing as background noise.. Silence hasn't ever felt so lonely as it has over the last couple days, you need some noise all the time to distract the niggling voice in your head about how much of a mess this all has become. You pull up beside Zak's, Aaron's and Billy's. The whole crew was in besides Jay and Ash, who lived outside of Vegas. Today was going to be a busy one as you were all about to hit the road to film another episode. Looking at the office you decide on getting out, then driving away, a previous thought that had been surfacing. Running from problems never amounted to much, you cared deeply for Zak. In a lonely night you had drunkenly married one of your closest friends. A friend that on that night you needed... Not a husband.Zak POVIt was hard to contend with Aaron's outbursts of snapchats and Billy's reviewing of evidence. Bill was up to his eyes in EVP work and sometimes needed my confirmation on some of it as he often thought he was hearing things that weren't there.. After nearly 5 hours of listening to it and an early start that even made an early bird look up and say 'screw that' to it was not surprising he was tired and needed reassurance on things.We all knew the day before we hit the road it was hectic, nobody had 5 minutes to spare and often we were just short of sparring each other. These were the days that we argued the most and often I walked out to calm down as my temper often got the better of me.Y/N hadn't turned up for the now the third day. I knew she needed space, but the way she said about needing a friend that night..I guess I thought that morning we would be something more than friends now? I was willing to give up the stupid one night flings and settle down, like I had always wanted to deep down. Me, Gracie and a woman I could rely implicitly on. I found her, only she wanted friends.. She needed a friend and apparently I was still it.I was stalking between my office and the equipment room charging equipment up that we have forgotten and making sure we had everything we would need."Aaron come on bro? What are you playing at?" I asked as he pulled faces at his camera."I'm sorry bro, but these snapchat filters are too good." He laughed."Can you move out the way then?!" I snapped as he had walked in my way countless amount of times."Gee alright grumpy.""No! No, it's not alright! Billy is working his ass off! Y/N hasn't showed up for work yet again! I'm run-""Zak." A voice spoke making me turn."What?!" I snapped and then saw who I had replied to.Y/N raised her eyebrow at me folding her arms. Brilliant, she's here and already I was kicking off to a great start."Sorry." I apologized backing down from Aaron."Sorry bro." I apologized to him."Don't sweat it, I'll stop. The dog filter can wait. Chill out man, we will get it done." Aaron answered, patting me on the back and walking away.I sighed and looked at the ground, shaking my head, I looked over to Y/N who hadn't moved from her position."I'm sorry for snapping at you." "Don't shout at me again, please. I don't like it." She answered.I nodded and turned going back to my office. As I entered I stepped aside hearing her boots on the floor behind me, I closed the door behind us and offered her a seat.Y/N sat down and picked up the finished lockdown pack flicking through it."How are you?" I asked, sitting opposite her. It wasn't hard to see her nose was slightly redder, her skin looked a little blotchy and her shades almost filled her face."I..I'm okay. I guess.." She mumbled."I'm sorry.""Zak, you said it already." "For walking out on you like that.."I added making her shoulders sag at my words. "Then why did you? Why did you walk out, leaving me to feel like that? We're still friends Zak, I still care about you. I would still do anything for you. You know I would.""I know.." I responded."Then why did you walk out like that without a single word. Do you realize how much that hurt?" She asked."Sweetie, I had to..""Why?""Because it was for the best.""For who? You?""Us.. For us." "Why?" She asked again."Because I'm not strong enough! Okay!? I understand you don't want to rush things, I do.. I get that, but still wanting and needing to be friends after everything? We're married?! Something I never thought I'd do, but here we are. I would never cheat, I'm not that kind of a man, I'm a one man one woman! You know that.""I do." She mumbled playing with her fingers."Then why would you think I'd find someone else?""Because it's what you do.." She answered standing up and grabbing her bag."W-wai-""I'm going to do my job. Then I'm going back home to consider our next move cause the only one I see is a divorce and to forget this mess ever started." She answered, turning on her heels and left leaving me. Sat behind my desk in a worse position now than ever. I didn't understand what she wanted! Me as a friend or more?!I wanted to give this one more go! But she hasn't said if that was a possibility. Just friends and a divorce! I leant back against the chair pinching the bridge of my nose to suppress the oncoming headache. Who'd have thought I would be the one ready to settle down, but the tables had turned and I was the one facing the rejection..After all the years in dating and my low count on rejection this one felt like the biggest hit and by far the worst...

A/N: big thank you to newbiegac2015 for helping me finish this chapter i was blocked on Zak's part now i know just what to do with the rest of this story!!! thank you again much love!!