I was in a hospital. But I wasn't for sure for who or what happened. I noticed my boyfriend was walking in so I ran up to him and he held me tight. He looked at me and tried to put on this sad but strong smile.
"Hey how are you holding up?"
"I'm doing the best I can." I said to him trying to stay strong even though I still can't piece together why I'm here.
"Well I'm right here and I'm not going to leave you. How is your dad doing?"
I don't even answer him as I turn around and Sprint to the room he always goes to when he's put in here. I swing open the door and see my mom laying next to my sleeping dad in a hospital bed.
"Mom?"
"Oh Carter! He's doing fine he's still here."
I try not to cry in front of her because dealing with his cancer hasn't been easy for either of us. So I step out of the room to call my best friend and see where Jake went.
"Hello?"
"Mack can you come to the hospital??"
"Carter? What's going on??"
"Please just come my dad's here and I need you and Jake."
"Okay I'm on my way."
20 Minutes later I see Mack and Jake talking but neither of them can see me.
"... She hasn't been herself lately and I don't get what's so wrong with me and you Jake she's depressed and damaged I can make you happy. Just dump her." I hear McKenna say to Jake.
"Look Mack she may be damaged beyond repair but her dad is dying and I'm not dumping her yet."
"You might as well. I mean you haven't been loyal to her the past 4 months."
"What the hell? You haven't been loyal to her either don't pin this all on me!" Jake says as he turns around he sees me and stops.
"What the absolute hell?! You two are probably the worst people I could ever meet! I hate you guys so much! And bullcrap I may be damaged but at least I'm not a cheater. Go to hell and get out of my life!" I scream at them with tears streaming down my face and my heartbreaking a little with each look. When I'm done saying what needed to be said I turn and run back to the room and hear a lot of noises and doctors are running to my dad's room and I run faster. When I get there a few minutes later I see my mom bawling and I start to sob and cry even more than I was. 10 Minutes later the doctors stop everything and look at me and my mom and we can already tell what they're going to say. I don't want to hear it so I run away. Out of the hospital and down to the park I run and sit on a swing. It starts pouring rain and I cry harder. I have nothing left. Everyone's left me. I decide to leave too. I end up getting up and walking to the bridge and when I get there the water has already come up a lot. I get up and stand on the ledge and then -----
I sit up in my bed and wake up crying my eyes out. I look around and realize it was all just a nightmare but to check I get up and run to my parents room and see they are both there. So I go back up to my room and try to go back to sleep.
