TheamazingAlexisnotonfire

Chapter 1

Hey. My name is Alex and I'm 16. I live alone, no parents, no siblings, nothing. But not alone. I live right across the hall from a friend from school. His name is Daniel also known as Dan. Yes the danisnotonfire. I know I know, stop fangirling. Anyway, ever since my parents left me when I was 14 I've had panic attacks at 4 or so in the morning and I knew that he was up. The night I found out that we where neighbors (I like never leave my apartment, well some times because I would sometimes run into him) I was having the worst one yet. The night went something like this.

Me: *calls dan* Hey you awake?

Dan: No I'm climbing to the moon.

Me: ha ha very funny. Um I need your help...

Dan: Yeah

Me: I'm having another panic attack, but its worse. I cant do it. Its too hard. I just need some one...

Dan: I have an idea

Me: What?

Dan: Where do you live?

Me: *tells address*

Dan: OMG WAIT A MINUTE! YOU'RE MY NEIGHBOR! wanna come over?

Me: Um yeah sure

Me: *Hangs up*

I then grab my warmest blanket and phone and head over across the hall. Dan was waiting from me at the door. I tried to force the warmest smile I could but it didn't work. He could see that. Then, before we even said hello, he pulled me into a hug. It was what I needed. I knew that he cared about me I could feel it. After we started talking and heading up to his lounge. After talking for a while, we where sitting on the couch, on Dan's laptop on tumbler. He was sitting right next to me with his arm around my shoulder. "Dan? Do you think I can stay for the night? I know as soon as I leave I will have another panic attack." I said quietly. "Sure" he replied as i snuggled in closer.

The time went by quickly and it was about 5:30 am when I fell asleep with his arm around me and my head on his shoulder. He must have fallen asleep too because when I woke up, he was just waking up too. It was about 10 am when we woke up. "Good morning" I said "Thanks for letting me stay." "Good morning and no problem. Now I'm going to see if Phil is up" he replied. He got up and walked to Phil's room. He was up. I was putting my hair in a bun when they walked in. They where standing in awe because I have long bright blue hair. I usually keep it in a bun and have my hood up. Anyway the conversation. It started kinda awkward, but it went something like this,

Dan: Alex, this is Phil. Phil this is Alex, our neighbor and my friend from school.

Phil: Hi.. I like your hair..

Me: Hi.. thanks..

Phil: So, Alex... Do you want to be in the PINOF video today we are filming today?

Me: Uh no thanks. I don't want anyone coming to find me.. I've had that happen before.. Besides it's PINOF it with you and Dan and I don't wanna ruin it.

Dan: oh

Phil: So, Alex, do you have any social media?

Me: No.. I never had a good experience with that..

Phil: Oh, I'm sorry to hear that...

It went silent.

Dan: Um.. Want some hot chocolate or something?

Me: Sure. I'll have some hot chocolate.

Phil: *In a little kid voice* OOOO CAN I HAVE COFFEE?!

Dan: Sureee...

All three of us went to the kitchen. I wasn't hungry so I drank my hot chocolate as Dan and Phil ate their breakfast. It was almost noon by the time we started the video. They filmed the video while I was off behind the camera in sweatpants and a sweatshirt. I tried so hard no to die laughing. Afterwards, I said "I better go I've over stayed my welcome" I said after they finally got the sharpie off. "No please stay, I like you" Phil said " Not like, like like you, but like, I like you. As a friend." "wow thanks! No one ever told me that they enjoyed my company.." I replied. "Can I at least go back to get changed and ready?" I asked "ugh sure.." Dan replied.

I went back over to my apartment to charge my phone, shower, get changed, and do my hair and make up. I first plugged in my phone, got out a pair of black jeans and a plaid shirt. I showered, got dressed and did my make-up to let my hair air dry for a bit. During this whole time I was thinking about how nice they where to me. I finished my hair. I was about to leave when I heard a knock on my door. It was Phil. I let him in. He was seeing if I was ok.

Dan: Hey Alex, wanna walk around town with us for a bit?

Me: Sure, but if fans see you and ask who I am just say a relative ok?

Dan:Yeah sure.

We went into town. Some fans came up and asked who I was and, just like Dan said, he said I was just relative that he was taking care of for the day. When we got home I made dinner then went to bed.

I actually slept that night. A month passed of me not having panic attacks at night. That was the first time in forever. (no stop singing frozen) One day I was listening to music while making breakfast. I was just finished eating when Dan called me on Skype. I answered and I fell off my chair of what I saw. It was DAN AND PHIL CUDDLING. I screamed "I SHIP IT" as I fell off my chair. I started laughing so hard, they jumped because they didn't see that I picked up.

Phil:Uhh.. Are you ok?

Me:Yeah I'm fine.

Dan:So we where planning on going to a party for youtubers and bands thing and we could bring one other guest. So um wanna come?

Me:YEAH I WANNA COME!!

Dan:Ok be ready to leave around 9:30 pm!

Phil:Oh and it's a formal party, so dress nicely!

9:30 came around. My hair was black on one side and blue on the other (the side with the fringe). I put on a dress with galaxy top that had purple in it, and a black, frilly skirt that went about to my knees (with shorts under) and 4 inch chunky black heals (hey I'm only like 5'3" I wanna look tall with Dan and Phil). Any way, I paired it with a small silver bag with a chain handle. We meet in the hall at 9:30. Dan and Phil where wearing tuxes. They looked so good, and I just looked like a trash bag. We left. It took us about a half an hour to get there.

We walked into the room. I could feel a ton of eyes on me.

A lot of guys came up to me with really cheesy cat calls. None of them where attractive. I kept looking across the room to the other tables, and there sat my saviors, My Digital Escape. I never really got to approach them. But they way I meet them was very weird, and scary.

So some fans came up to Dan and Phil distracting them. I didn't mind until some guy grabbed me by the arm. I tried to escape but his grip was too strong. I tried again. still didn't work. But this time I lost my footing and broke my ankle. Thankfully Kyle and Johnnie saw this happening because the next thing I knew I was sprawled out on the ground with this guy standing over me. I finally figured out who he was... He was Jacob . Another childhood bully to get revenge. He started kicking me in the gut. My stomach and ribs hurt. On the next kick, I grabbed his foot and yanked him down to the ground. He was getting up when I was struggling to get up. I was trying to run back by my ankle hurt so badly. He then picked me up then slammed me to the ground. My head hurt. The lights where fading. Thats when Kyle and Johnnie tackled him to the ground, then before Dan picked me up I saw Phil helping me into Dan's arms to carry me to the ambulance that was called. Then I blacked out.