The untouchable girl

First kisses lead to questions

It's been a week since Finn came to the school, and already he's been sent to the office more times then I can count. I don't know how he's still here but I wish he'd go away.
Linden has been going around telling everyone we slept together, trying to get me back for rejecting him.
I was pushing my food around on my lunch tray, unable to eat because I was upset about this whole stupid thing with linden.
"Freya if you don't eat something I'm gonna shovel those pieces of broccoli down your throat."
"Izzy, I'm fine."
"You know what? In gonna do something about this."
"Oh god please don't."
She was already standing up from our lunch table. She walked up to the front of the cafeteria and grabbed a microphone from one of the poor lunch ladies. They use the microphone for announcements but apparently now they're used to stop rumors. Or start ones.
"EXCUSE ME EVERYONE. MY NAME IS IZZY AND I HAVE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING. LINDEN WATERS HAS HERPES. JUST ASK ABBEY."
Everyone looked at linden and at abbey. Abbey was the one who tried to seduce Finn when he first arrived. They were both beat red.
"THATS RIGHT FOLKS. LINDEN NEVER SLEPT WITH FREYA, HE SLEPT WITH ABBEY INSTEAD. I BET IT FELT LIKE A MINI HOT DOG SLIDING DOWN A TUNNEL."
Everyone burst out laughing and linden and abbey stared at each other.
"POOR ABBEY NOW SHE HAS TO GET TREATMENT FOR HERPES AND A MILLION OTHER STD'S"
The lunch lady finally wrestled the microphone from Izzy and sent her to go sit down.
"That was awesome Iz."
"I know."

"Today class we will be reading Romeo and Juliet. Your assignment is act out the passage I assign you with a partner. And yes I've already chosen."
The whole class groaned at our scrawny language arts teacher.
She listed off names and when she said my name I k ew I was doomed.
"Freya and Finn. You shall be doing the scene where Romeo finds Juliet in the tomb and kills himself."
I groaned.
"Just so you know, Mrs. Watson I'm not kissing him."
The class snickered and our teacher nodded her head, agreeing with me.
"Hey do you want to meet after school at the library?" Finn whispered to me.
"No. Come to my house, if you don't k ow where that is figure it out."

I was laying on my canopy bed when Finn walked into my room.
"Excuse me? There's a thing called knocking. It's where you lift your hand up, make a fist and gently rap the door."
"Nice room, princess."
"I swear to god don't call me princess."
"Well, you certainly live like one."
"If I'm a princess then you're a peasant."
He looked down at his black jeans and old jean jacket.
"At least I have style."
I shrugged.
"Whatever lets just get started."

After an excruciating three hours later we finally had the scene down pat. We decided to run it one more time.
"Thy drugs are quick. Thus with a kiss I die."
He leaned towards me as I played dead on the ground. I waited for him to pull away, but he kept coming. His lips connected with mine, and I gasped. I could feel his emotions run through me.
Sadness, bitterness, regret, anger. So much anger.
After the waves of emotion his thoughts came at me
Must gain her trust. This is the only way to do it. Don't feel bad just keep kissing Freya. God I wish there was another way to tell her.
I opened my eyes and shoved him away.
"What the fuck!" I cried at him.
"What, you didn't want me to kiss you?"
"No! That was my first kiss!"
"Seriously? You're a junior! And you're attractive. How was I supposed to know?"
"You weren't supposed to. You weren't supposed to kiss me."
"Well sorry."
"Please just leave. If you kiss me tomorrow I'll kill you."
"Whatever, see ya princess."
He walked away, I could see his shaggy brown head brush the top of my doorway as he walked away, and closed my door. I pulled my legs up to my chest. I heard the growl of a motorcycle pull away. I walked towards the window and saw a reflection of myself in the mirror. I saw my grey eyes slowly fill with tears.
How could he do that to me? I don't even k ow him. Why did he need to gain my trust? Why was he so angry?
What did he want to tell me?
The questions kept coming at me. I put some ear buds in my ears trying to shut up my mind, and fell into a deep dark nightmare.