My name is Jonny I'm just a normal teen I guess, I smoke weed to get out of this world or just to be happy for ounce. My parents Caught me ounce while smoking but I told them it was something else. They think I'm not good enough to be there kid or something like that I guess. But everyday they go throw my stuff when I'm in school because my mom folds my clothes and I never do that everything looks nice when I come back like my close are nice and my shits not everywhere like when I left so, I know there's something going on here. I also got a best friend like he's my nigga no fucking lie. He gets In trouble a lot he's my ride or die he my brother. Oh yae forgot his name is Sammy well that's what I call him tho. We're both 17. And love to party like crazy and never stop so know lets not talk about me anymore. Let's talk about my life I guess so here we go. I have a crush her name is bell she's beautiful and I thought she liked me also, but she called me today and I didn't like what she said.
Bell: hey
Me: hey
Bell: I got to tell you something
Me: okay tell me
Bell: I had sex with my ex
Me: wait what do u mean??
Bell: He text me saying he was going to my house and he pushed me on my bed and just started...
Me: okay can u stop why did u do that I don't care if he pushed u on the bed u can push him off right I got u everything...
Bell: but Jonny can I finish
me: w.e.
Bell: as I was saying he just stared kissing me and that's when things got into it and we stared have sex we had it 3 times in a day that was awesome
Me: yea that's good for you I guess
Bell: it was good for me I love him
Me: okay bell (😫) Igtg do something bye
Call ended there
I'm just thinking about what she said it keeps on going on my mind I just can't let it go. So I smoked one and another and another and I drank a few. But I couldn't get you out of my head not yet tho. So I got really high like really high. But she was still in my head and he was also. I can see the things they were doing in my head I didn't really like it very much. My best friend Sammy called me because he heard about it.
Sammy: yo Jonny
Me:yo was good
Sammy: yo what u doin
Me: getting high and drinking
Sammy: did u hear what happened with bell and her ex right
Me: Yae she called me I'm still brocken up about it
Sammy: yo dude u want me to go over there
Me: Nahh nigga it's fine I'm okay I just need some time alone
Sammy: Ight talk to u later
Me:Ight
Before Jonny went to hang up he heard this
Sammy: Jonny wait
Me: Yae
Sammy: dude I love u yo don't do anything stupid Ight
Me: Ight I promise I won't love u too
So when the call ended I jast sat there looking at the stars high they look better like that. I was just thinking about it like I thought she loved me I really did I never thought this will happen to me. I'm not a fuck boy. I respect girls because there all beautiful.
So what did I do wrong or why doesn't she like me. What if I die? She will probably bring her ex over there. To and fuck I'm on my cascade.
