I woke up and put on my slippers and headed to my kitchen. Roxy was on her bed probably dreaming about squirrels or dog bones. She looks so cute when she sleeps. I often wonder what she is thinking about the way she looks at things and stays so focused the room would be loud, but she would be focused on what ever she was thinking of. She was strange that dog but she was still my only family. As far as I could remember it was just me and her. When mom left dad, it took a big tole on him. He was always out late and wouldn't be home until 2:00 in the afternoon. When I got taken away from him it still didn't get better. I was taken to a foster home and the people there were so mean to me but not to their kids. Their kids got all the new clothes they wanted and I got the stuff that didn't fit me. They home schooled me but I never learned anything so when the people came to see what I knew. I didn't know anything they took me away from there. I felt like god knew that I needed help and he saved me from it.
I made myself a waffle and put some berries on it. It had always been my favorite. When I was younger my mom would always make it on Sundays before church. My old church is millions of miles away from where I live now. New York City is a long way away from Nebraska.
When I was getting dressed I got an Email for an ad. It was for getting slim fast. "I could loose a few pounds". I said to the mirror. I put on something to wear into the real world. Instead of something I would wear in my own world called my snuggy. Then I went to work.
(After work)
After work I threw my shoes off and laid in bed it was about 5:30. Roxy is at my feet it must be her dinner time. Like she has every night. "Dog food it is" I said to her.
I went into the kitchen and got the giant bag of dog food. " Chicken and Veggies" the front said. I don't trust dog food brands but why not. When I bought it Roxy and I said Yolo!
After I fixed her that I went to the freezer. Looks like that TV dinner is calling my name, but I am dieting. So that means grocery shopping tomorrow.
I ended up going to bed hungry because I have no healthy food in my fridge or in my house for that matter. Well apartment.
I laid in bed watching YouTube.
Then I fell asleep....
