After that kiss (a shoey fan-fiction)

Chapter 14

Joeys P.O.V

I cant belive Shane is thinking this. If he knows its not his fault, then why would think that at all. I still love Shane. Same way i did before. Nothing has changed. If Lisa is what did it and he has proof, then i love him. He's not even the one that got himself drunk, or he didnt do it on purpose. It was forced. Nothing is gonna change between us. I wish i can just get him to belive that. But he's just crying in Satsuki.

Joey: Shane, its not your fault. Nothing is gonna change between us. Your still my shane right?

Shane: I dont know anymore. You dont want me.

Joey: Your still MY Shane. I love you just the way i loved you before. Why cant you just belive tha-

Shane: Because i had sex with Lisa....because i turned you down but went through with Lisa.....because you will treat me differently.......because i promised you i wouldnt go with Lisa for nothing and look at what i did......cant YOU see Joey?? I dont deserve you.....and you still want me

Joey: Can you just stop it? Please Shane i need you. Without you, im incomplete. Im usless. Im nothing. Can you please get over this. Please for me?

Shane: I'll try

Shanes P.O.V

Now how the hell do i forget about that. I turn down the guy that i love to a girl that i dont. He kissed me while i was in mid-thought. My heart started pounding. Really, Joey? This is not the time.

Joey: Thanks Shane. I love you

.........

Shane: .......

I stood quiet. Joey looked worried. We stood in the car for about 5 minutes saying nothing. I was staring out the window with my hand to my face. Joey stared at me.

Joey: Lets go home

He sounded annoyed. So as we were walking into the house, i walked to the couch. I layed down.

Joey: Why are you sleeping on the couch. Come sleep with me.

I will do that

Shane: Ok

So i walked with him to bed and i layed down. He layed down next to me.

Joey: I love you Shane. You may not think it, but i do. I dont know if you still love me but i do. Goodnight Shane. I love you.

I teared up. But i was faceing the other way so i let a few tears flow down my face.

Shane: I love you too Joey. See you tomorrow.

Joeys P.O.V

I smiled. I thought he was gonna ignore me for the rest of the night. Now it is 4:26 a.m. I was about to say something to him but that is when i heard a small snore. I turned to him, and he was asleep. But for some reason, i couldnt belive it. I know he must be tired after all that crying and shock. But that quick? Then i wrapped my arms around him and fell asleep.

Shanes P.O.V

I wake up to find Joey wrapped around me. I love him. Let me forget about it, not let it ruin my day. Then Joey woke up. I had my phone in my hand. Really akward. So anyway, Joey kissed my neck and whispered goodmorning. My heart pounded as said goodmorning back. I put my phone back down and i turned around to face him. I kissed him. He blushed but looked confused at the same time.

Shane: Im trying to forget yesterday. Please dont remind me.

Joey: Ok

We kissed for about 2 minutes when my phone decided to vibrate. So i looked at the number. Blocked. Why do i have the slightest feeling its Lisa?

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So you guys, im going to post more later on tonight or tomorrow. Ok. I love you guys. Seriously. I love you. I HOPE YOU HAD FUN HANGING WITH ME I HAD FUN HANGING WITH YOU MAY THE ODDS BE EVER IN YOUR FAVOR AND I WILL SEE YOU LATER OR TOMORROW GOOOOOODBYE ;)