Well here, I don't even know where to start. I'm not heartbroken, I'm just regretful. I had a okay break last week from school. Talking to someone I enjoyed, which is just a friend and always will be. So that's out of the way, she has her own problems. I'll be careful for what I do from now on. But let's just talk about the past of today. Wednesday, the 24th of February. School was okay, this girl that likes me took my hat. And I took her phone. Even trade eh? Well that happened and I'm sure she enjoyed it. I don't know how I feel, she's just a friend in my eyes..but it's uncertain. But yeah. After school I waited for the girl that took my hat until 5:30pm. So I decided to listen to music, she had amazing music choice so I wasn't annoyed to be waiting for her. So I'm just waiting in the lobby, and then I look up. Chrysanthemum is their. I obviously avoid her eyes, looking down. She sits next to me and I'm deeply nervous and timid to even lift my head...she taps my shoulder and says "Hi." The first word I've heard her say to me over a month. She smiled, it made me smiled. But I know it was just a sign to show that she wanted atleast a single worded communication from me...I can't even do that, I'm a failure, I failed at keeping us alive. And I can't even say "Hi" or "Bye" to the person that I trusted my life with for 9 months. What am I? I don't even know. I hope I can forget about everything.
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Diversos"Destruction is merely what someone needs to sprout into the need to be immune." ~ViZiOnZ
