Lonely Games (a jacksepticeye fanfic)

Chapter 6

The rest of the convention was as fun as the first half. After Jack and I had our little talk I felt a lot better and was able to relax and enjoy what was going on. After we left and said goodbye to the guys we hit up a small little diner around the corner. It was great food, great company, the night could not have ended on a better note. After paying the bill we headed out into the chilly streets. It was fall in Chicago so there was a bite in the air, but somehow with Jacks arm over my shoulder I didn't notice much. As we turned the corner, the Hyatt came into view.

"You want to come in for a bit? I have some beers up in the room that I won't finish before I leave." He asked gripping my hand a bit tighter. It was against my better judgment, I had to go into the office for a bit the next day and if I stayed to have a drink with him I was going to be exhausted. I looked up at him and saw his blue eyes sparkle in the moonlight and I knew I couldn't say no.

"Sure I'd love to take care of a few of those for you!" I smiled brightly and he led me into the building.

He led me up to the room and when he opened the door my heart began to race. The view from this place was phenomenal. I wasn't a huge fan of Chicago but man it was pretty. His room looked over the river and you could see the twinkling lights of the city on either side, it was simply breathtaking.

"Wow Jack, this view, this is one hell of a way to see this shitty city."

"Yea Maker really hooked us up. It's not all shitty by the way." He came to stand behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist. I leaned back into him and looked up smiling. I could feel butterflies in my stomach. This was the first time we had been alone together and it had my mind reeling.

"So how about that beer?" I asked. He let go and turned toward the kitchenette.

"That's right you're here for the booze not for me!" He pulled two bottles out of the fridge and headed back toward me.

"Uh uh! I am totally here for you! But beer is necessary for life!" I made grabby hands in his direction and he held the bottle high above my head making me jump for it. "This is just cruel and unusual punishment!"

"Come sit on the couch like a good girl and you can have it!" He darted past me and threw himself into the couch. I followed behind landing next to him and throwing my legs up over his, using him as a foot rest. He smiled at me and handed me the beer.

"Thank you Jack!! You are the best!" I leaned in and kissed him on the cheek. Before I could lean away he reached his hand up to meet my cheek and guided my lips to his. This was the first time we had kissed since last night at the bar. This kiss was different, the first one was fast and passionate. Like he was saying 'I like you and want you to remember me'. This was more of a slow, gentle, and sweet kiss. It seemed to say 'I know you will remember me and I want to make you see how much I care'. I responded in kind, melting into him and letting him know as best I could how much the last 24 hours meant to me. In that moment I knew how hard it was going to be on me to see him go back home. It scared me a bit. As we parted I could feel the smile on his lips.

"God, I am glad I met you Addy." He was grinning like an idiot. "Things have been hard lately being on my own back home. I mean I like living where I live but I am missing human interaction. It is so nice to have someone so close to me, and especially someone like you."

"Jack I don't know what is going to happen to us but for the first time in years I feel like I am worth something and I owe you so much for that. This has been such a great day and I am really excited to see what the world has in store for us."

We continued to talk for hours, talking about his life back home and his childhood. We also discussed where I grew up and what it was like being an only child. I told him about my job and my friends and my longing to do something else with my life. It was probably the best conversation I had had in a long time. Brad and I never spoke like this, and I rarely spent quality time with my friends and talked about real life because I was always lying and hiding. It felt good to have a mutual appreciation for each other, to talk to someone who actually cared and in turn listen to them. As we ran out of conversation topics and the beers addled our brains a bit further we began giving into the temptation of each other. He leaned in for a kiss and put his hands on my hips pulling me into his lap. I couldn't get enough, I was drinking in every kiss and reveling in every touch. I felt intrigued at how he was never forceful with me, never pushing me farther than I was ok with but still remained commanding. I felt wanted and needed in a way I never had and it was pure ecstasy. As things got a bit heavier I broke away leaning back on his knees. I placed my hands on either side of his face and started giggling. He looked confused but started to laugh as well.

"Why are you laughing at me? I mean I know it's been a while but was I really that bad?" He asked.

"No! God no! I'm just happy is all! You are amazing, you make me feel amazing. Thanks for that." I got up off of him.

"If you are so happy then why does it seem like you are leaving?" I felt him grab my hand and he stood up.

"Because it is almost three in the morning and I am sufficiently buzzed! I have to stop into work tomorrow!" I was laughing and heading toward the mirror. I let go of his hand and fixed my hair and adjusted my top.

"Ugh so do I! " He responded staring at me despondently in the mirror.

"Your work consists of hanging out with friends, meeting tons of adoring fans, and signing autographs. Forgive me if I don't feel bad for you." I turned, hugging him.

"You make a good point." He pulled me in tight. "But I am going to miss you like crazy." He lifted my chin up from his chest and kissed me lightly on the lips. I deepened the kiss and smiled against his lips.

"My turn to buy dinner tomorrow?" I asked hoping he would say yes.

"Actually Maker is buying dinner tomorrow. There is some party after the convention that we are invited to." I averted my eyes a little sad.

"Would you be interested in coming with us?" He asked and my head shot up.

"I would love to! Ok I really need to go! Want to walk me out?" I asked. He agreed and I grabbed my bag and we headed out the door. When we reached the lobby he kissed me one last time. A gentle sweet one like the one in the room. I felt butterflies all over my body and couldn't help the huge smile that was plastered to my face."

"I will see you tomorrow night Jack. Text me where I am supposed to go." I said as I started for the door.

"Of course! Good night!" He was waving like a dork as I reached the door. "Oh and Addy!"

"Yea? What is it?"

"Call me Sean." He winked at me and turned back toward the elevator.

I was on cloud 9 as I walked out the door, however I couldn't quite shake the feeling that I was being followed. I glanced behind me and didn't see anything. I waved down a taxi and jumped in trying to shake the feeling. Chicago at three in the morning is just creepy. That had to be all it was. 

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Just so you guys know I don't normally write Fictions about real life people so this is some strange territory, so I want to throw it out there that in real life I love Jacks girlfriend! She is sweet and amazing and this writing in no way is me saying anything against her. I just got a story idea and I happened to be watching a lot of his videos at the time so it happened. I just wanted to get out in front of this before I get one of two complaints that I am sure I am going to get!

Thanks for reading! I hope you are enjoying!