WINTER
It's been months since we began our senior year and Christmas was fast approaching. In school I've been distancing my self from Justin's and Felicity. That drama is not worth the llama. Just saying.
I'm finding my self more and I have decided after school I'd like to be a fashion blogger at a magazine because I have a passion do fashion #socheesy
Im in chemistry and I'm currently still next to felicity, such fun. But lately she's been so sad and It pains me to watch her like this even though I fucking hate her and never to mention she's a boyfriend stealer.
We usually work up to the bell but today our teacher has stopped us.
He addresses the class "unfortunately today is mr.maliks last day here, and I know every one would like to give him many thanks for helping us out so so much. Would you like to say anything?" he says addressing the man standing next to him.
Zayn speaks "I want to thank every one, you've made my stay here very comfortable" his eyes catch mine a few times.
The bell chimes and we all bounce up. As felicity walks away many tweets and texts flash up in her phone screen.
Being the noisy cow I am I decided to go on twitter and see who was tweeting her. Multiple girls from our school, and even some of the surrounding schools were saying how she was just being used for her popularity.
I walk into the real world leaving my phone in my bag, I sit at the table with my friends. They are watching justin and Felicity fight. I'm automaticity think about the tweets.
I walk away, to be honest I don't want to be around the relationship drama because I have been desperate and single for months now.
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Later at night, I'm with Portia in our room. We are currently putting up tinsel and bobbles on trees to make our room more festive.
We hear a light tapping on the windows when I open the window I see Justin who had obviously climbed up the drain pipes. This is awkward because we havnt chatted in a while.
He climbs in as i shout "What the hell are you doing here, we haven't talked in months. I told you to stay away"
He smirks that perfect little smile. You know the justin expression that has girls crumbling at his feet, especially now he's back on top of the school "You know me you tell me to do one thing and I do the opposite"
I throw a piece of tinsel on the ground viscously "You think this is funny"
Portia sees my anger "Honey he's just wants to talk to you"
"Really and what gives you the right to talk to me" I sass
"You don't want to know" he drops his head to the floor
I'm slightly confused "Yeah I do"
He gives up trying to hide "What the hell, the first time I saw you I knew there was something special about you before you get a big head it's not the way you look because I have dated cuter girls; and it's not your personality because so,times your a pain in the ass"
Im sick of his 'complients' "Wow, please go on"
He smiles again "I figured the rest out, I havnt figured you out but I want to because when I do I think I'll fall more in love with you"
A slight smile forms on my mouth "Are you crazy" I scream
"I must be" he smiles more
"I don't think I can be in love with you though Justin, it's just too complimented"
"just give me one chance" he begs
"like a date" I suggest
He nods "what about the Christmas prom?" he asks
I think about the prom at my old school, bad day. "The thing about prom is people expect too much"
,Not this prom, our theme is lovers walk" he smirks
I huff "Wow that's lame"
He holds one of my hand "If you go to prom with me I will find a way to make it less lame for you, I prom-ise"
"Okay I'll go" I smile.
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I put on a beautiful red dress and matching shiny heels. I look like mrs. Santa but I'm getting into the spirt of things rights!
I walk in and every ones eyes was on me.I guess it was a big surprise that I was here with Justin. It is honestly really too soon though.
We are dancing to come and get it by Selena gomez and we are having so so much fun!it's only been half an hour into it and it's already so so much better than the last shitty one.
Justin holds my hand and pulls me close "baby lets go on a walk" he softly says
"okay babe" I say as we walk off. I walk out of the school and the area outside the school hall had been set up to look like a romantic garden, I understand the theme lovers walk now.
We walk in the harsh, harsh December night air until We stop next to a pound that had nearly frozen over.
He looks into my eyes. Now what happend next really shocked me. Just held my hand as he got down on one knee
"Justin what on earth are you do-"
"beth don't speak, just let me talk now okay. I have loved you forever, but you know that. Every day I wake up and I don't know what I want to do with my life but I do know that I want to be with you. Beth me and you have a love that's infinite so will you marry me"
He pulls out a ring as I begin to cry.
"yes" I mutter through the tears. The shock is over coming me. He place the ring on my finger and I swear I just stare at it for the next few seconds until I see Justin staring at Somthing. I join his path of eyes and I see felicity there. She starts crying and runs off.
I turn to Justin "I'm going to talk to her, just stay here" I give him my shoes and I run off.
This reminds me of this time I left jacob with my shoes and ran. Good times.
After searching for a long time, I find her. "are you fine felicity?"
Tears stain her cheeks"no! Because It's been one of the worst week of my life and I needed my best friend more than ever and you cut me off because I was honest with you and you were never ever honest with me "
Im in shock "What?"
"You never told me anything about you, and I told you ever thing"
I throw my arms in the air "That's not my fault I can't open up"
She shakes her head "But it is your fault you weren't a good friend"
I begin to point at her "I was a great friend to you so don't you dare say I wasn't"
She begins to point back "Give me one time beth"
I chuckle a bit at her, mostly because I'm in shock"You told me you loved my boyfriend and I forgave you Felicity! That's friend ship!"
She begins to scream"He wasn't yours Beth! That was my guy"
I still keep my low tone "No Felicity he wasn't, you guys broke up"
"We were on a break"
I smile "Stop telling your self that! Wake up and see the real world because you'll see not every thing revolves around you"
She walks off while shouting "fuck you Beth, fuck you all"
