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Thursday, February 25, 2016 8:47pm.

Today was terrible. All day at school I get bullied and now this girl named Gracie keeps calling me contagious. It really hurts my feelings. Well let me tell you some things about myself. I'm 12 years old my birthday is on June,28,2003 and I'm into reading, and writing. People say I'm nerdy,some say geeky,some say I'm a bad kid, and some say I'm fat, or I'm ugly. But well today I guess my body has just had enough because I waited till 8:00 came around and since I'm "young" I have a bed time. Obviously I don't listen. Well I waited and I cut myself. I tried to take the blade from my razor. But it's one of those safety ones so it wouldn't come out so I took apart my pencil sharpener. I don't really know why I felt the need to self harm. It was just how I feel at the moment. I'm just a worthless kid. That's all I'll ever be.

     Some people still call me a kid possible because I haven't hit puberty yet. I mean every other girl in the seventh grade has but I haven't so I'm different from the rest of them my body hasn't developed enough to be mature I'm still practically in kid mode. All I want to do in my life is study, read, grow up and go to collage. I don't understand my self sometimes. I hate myself!

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