Pressure

Memories

still lying on the herd grassy floor of the field i gave up in the pain slowly eased from my body. my legs started to feel again. i let my eyes flutter open to be shocked by how bright it waas. i tried lifting my head slowly but i just slumped down again. i propped my weakened body up on my feable arms as a pain re entered my body but this pain was not like the others it was a neeeding for food. i dont know why it was so bad as i can normally live a day without food easily. when i looked around the grass had grown consideraable since the day before. i was confussed and left pondering about that. i managed to turn my body round so i could prop myself up against the tree. i then slowly reached under my arm and down the side of the dress to where i hid my phone as it was the tightest space and it wouuld never fall out. i managed to ease it out and click it on. just typing the password in made me cry as it was 'Harry<3' and his was 'Nina<3' after unlocking it the memories filled my mind cuz of the oicture of us in the background kissing and laughing and having fun but i knew i had just thrown that  all away  how stupied was i when i was with him we were always happy and i forgot about the messages and mylife was perfect but the peoplle forced their way into my nerviouse system. checking my messages all i saw was emails and textes and kiks and snapchats from harry in pain and crying trying to get me back all the phone storage was used up from his voice mails. i started crying and weeping from what i had done i was going to find him if it killed me. i love him soo much. only last week we thought i was pregnant but it turned out not to be we would of had our little darcy. i miissed harrys laugh and his warm hands how he made me feel like a queen. when he would take me on toour as he didnt want to leave me or loose me. then there was an amazing unforgettable day when....

*****flashback******

"I HAVE SOMETHING REALLY BIG I HAVE TO SAY SO CAN EVERYONE BE QUIET FOR THE MOMENT!" Harry bellowed down the mic. the whole place fell silent.

"HARRY HAS TO ASK SOMETHING ERY IMPORTANT TO A VERRY SPECIAL PERSON!" Niall sang down his mic in his cute irish voice. i was pushed up on stage by Eleanor who was laughing through her tears. 

"HERE SHE IS!" They all cried. Harry shocked me a lead me to the middle of the stage and knelt down on one knee.

"NINA WILL YOU DO THE HONERS OF BECOMING MY WIFE MY LIFE LONG SOUL MATE? I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PLEASE SAY YES!" Harry asked. tears sprung to my eyes as he revieled an amazing and beautiful silver ring with a blue dimond in the center with more silver swirling around it.

"YES I SHALL. I LOVE YOU TOO AND WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU!" i cried down the mic that liam passed to me. Harry stood up and swung me aroung and put me down to plaace the ring on my finger, it fitted perffectally it was s beautiful i loved it. then harry pulled me in for a passionate kiss before sitting down on the table and placingme on his lap as he sung 'Dont let me go' and 'Little things.' 

*******end of flash back*******

i cried remembering how happy i was i felt so amazing as he loved me as much as i lovede him. it was perfect that day the tour ended and it  was also my birthday so he flew me over to paris and we had dinner by the eiffle tower and he walked me up to the top.....

"I LOVE NINA!" Harry shouted. so i blushed and coppied.

"I LOVE HARRY MORE!" i shouted back.