*Beep Beep* the heart monitor went. *Beep Beep* the happy moments of my life flashed behind my closed eye lids. Moments with my mom when she sang the potty training song when I needed to go to the bathroom, I was three years old at that time. My dad and I jumping on the trampoline together when I was seven. Me and my brother playing Mario Cart on the Wii. *Beep Beep* my mother reading Goodnight Moon to me before I went to bed. Her sing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star when I had a bad dream. *Beep Beep* "Uhhhgg" I groaned in pain. *Beep Beep* slowly the pain in my stomach grew more and more intense until I couldn't hold in the scream any more. * Beep Beep Beep* the monitor beeped faster. I tried hitting the call button, but the pain stopped me. Another scream escaped my lips. * Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep* it still beeped faster and faster. I was finally able to hit the call button. The nurse came running in and started murmuring coformently to me. "Okay, come on, you can do it, breath through the pain, you got it." The doctor came in minutes later. He looked at me and asked the nurse if it was time. She nodded. The doctor got all suited up and told me to push.
I tried to push harder every time, but I was getting weaker and weaker and it was hard. The heart monitor was going crazy now.
I heard the crying and sighed with relief. I looked at the doctor who was holding a crying little baby. He took it over to the crib and did what he needed to do while I watched feeling my heart ache. The heart monitor was still going to town but started to slow when I took some deep breaths. I opened my eyes to find that nobody was in here and I was really thirsty. I hit the call button and the nurse came in.
"Can I hold........" I trailed off not knowing the sex of the baby. "Her.'' '' yeah can I hold her and can I have a glass of water." "Yes you can"
She went over to Her crib and picked Her up. She placed her in my arms and walked out of the room.
I held my little baby girl and watched her sleep,
"So, what are you going to name her?"
I jumped as I heard the nurse came walking in with a glass of water.
"I don't know."
"Well surely you have thought of something."
"Yeah I have but I don't know if I like it."
"Well"
"Charline" (Pronounced Shar-leen
"That's a beautiful name." I handed over Charline and drank all the water in the glass. I asked her ten times for another glass. She smiled at me when I asked her if she could help me to the bathroom,
When we got back she brought in a tray full of food. When she lifted the lid I saw it was steak. I ate the stake and she hooked me back up to the heart monitor
"Hit the call button when you are done eating."
I nodded and watched her go. I was done eating and hit the call button. When I was done I looked over at Charline thinking she will be much better off without me. I took the knife and raised it above my head. The nurse walked in and gasped. I plunged the knife into my stomach and heard the nurse scream. Charline started crying. I looked over at her and a tear fell down my face. The nurse hit the call button and tried to take the knife away from me. I raised it once more above my head and stabbed myself in the heart. * Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep*
Then I heard the sound I was trying to achieve to hear.
*Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep*
A/N: heyyy guys new story and I was wondering if you guys wanted me to continue so yeah give e feed back and tell me what you think. Sorry for the shortness. VOTE COMMENT FAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Peace love awesomeness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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