Trust and Lust

I decided when I was 12 that love wasn't worth it and all it ever lead to was lies and heartbreak. My dad left me and mom with practically nothing and didn't even look back. Never sent money, never called, not even one birthday card, but that's alright because I'm done with that man. He may be my father but he will never be my dad. My name is Ashley Sanders and I'm now 16 years old and a junior at east coast academy in Los Angeles, California. I'm definitely not ugly in my opinion. I have piercing blue eyes which I got from my father so I hate them, dirty blonde hair down to my mid back and a curvy figure that isn't skinny nor fat. I was attractive and had plenty of guys who would happily agree to go out with me but I don't want anything to do with that love shit! It's a waste if my time. I have grades to worry about and bills to help pay. And no one especially a penis driven teenage boy was gonna ruin that.

~the next day

Beep Beep Beep! I rolled over and hit the button. "I just want to sleep for once! Why does school have to start at 8 I can learn just as we'll at like 12!" I yelled to my mom who was currently going through my closet as usual trying to convince me to wear something other than my skinnies, t-shirts and brown leather jacket I always wear. "Get up Ashley your going to be late. Oh my! Look at this shirt oh I t would look so nice in you!" I looked at the pink lacy shirt in her hands and cringed. "I'm good with my t-shirts mom now out out out I have to ready myself for another Monday!" After she left I grabbed my white v-neck t-shirt with my light blue skinnies and went in the bathroom to shower. I quickly shampooed my hair in my strawberry shampoo and washed my body an the quickly got out. I out on my jeans and shirt along with my brown combat boots and went to dry my haur. My hair is naturally straight so I just brushed it out and left it to be its straight self. Now I'm not the girl who cakes her face in makeup but I like looking presentable so I put on some concealer and brown eyeshadow and a quick splash of lipgloss and went downstairs fir breakfast.

"Finally your breakfast is getting cold!" Mom yelled. "Uh mom apples can't get cold?" I replied. "Oh well anyway get going or your gonna be late!"

"Alright love you bye!" I grabbed my brown leather jacket and went outside to my old pickup truck and drive to school.

"Hey ash!" My best fried Taylor yelled. "Hey taylor" I replied. "Have you seen him?" She asked. "Ugh who now?" I smiled and asked. And then I saw him.