They think they know it all. But that's just it they think but they don't know. they thought that I could handle it, the pain, pressure and the agony. But they were all wrong. I let my feelings get in the way of my 'mission'. It all started when I went back to the one place I feared to go, Ohio. I used to love it there, I was happy. But now I can't bare to set foot out there. My past haunts me every night and day. Every minute of my life would go back to that moment. The day I lost my parents, brother, sister, and friends. Everyone around me would just feel sorry for me at the time. But I never wanted anybody's sympathy, I just wanted to forget it all. Sometimes I wish it happened to someone other then me, but they say it only happens to the people who can take the hit. The problem is, is that I couldn't take it. The pain and nightmares woke me at night. The fear and agony kept me alert through the day.
~Flash back~
Smoke filled the air in the house as I roamed the halls searching for a way out. There was fire at every turn, tears and ashes covered my face. "HELP ME SOMEONE PLEASE! I cried for help knowing, thinking, someone would come to help. But...no one came to help. "MAMA, PAPA, JAKE, JANE WHERE ARE YOU PLEASE!!" there was no response. I did the only thing I thought of, I ran. I ran as fast as I could towards the exit. But I never made it there was too much smoke in the air. My eyes stung as I ran, I felt like I was burning with the fire burning the house around me, and me losing energy as I ran,slowing down. I fell hitting the burning house floor. I clutched my throat as my lungs burned from
the smoke. Banging and wood breaking was all I heard before I slipped into the darkness.
~Flash Back Over~
They think I'm over it but they're wrong. The fact that my family is gone forever kills me inside. All this time I faked my happiness around them all. I've had a fake smile for so long I don't now when it's real anymore. But no one should ever know how it feels like to loose their family like I did. Therefore I took it as my job to protect everyone in need. I'm known by many names, The Scarlet Lupus, Scarlet Devil, Spike, Black Demon, and Bloody Violet.
My name is June Cordova and I have the words they never heard.
