You Are My Muse(Luke Hemmings Fan Fiction)

Chapter 4: Shots Shots Shots

"Get over it? wow. I love the way you lie to me; it definitely makes me think I can trust you more now, I cant believe you" His disappointment rushed through my body, filling me with guilt.

"I hate you" I lied again.

"You don't mean it!" Luke's voice started to rise.

"Maybe I do" my speech pattern quickened.

"It must be fun being you, Sam. I mean, you must think our relationship is so... 'Great' you go around thinking we're fine. One fight is all it takes for us not to speak to each other for a few days. The you expect me to apologize for something I didnt do. Something that I havent done wrong." Luke's eyes filled with hate, I stared at him waiting for him to finish.

"How would you feel if I were to act like you? You wouldnt like it, I know you wouldnt. I know you" Luke rambled on.

"Bullshit! I-" The words spilled out of my mouth, not having time to even consider what I was going to say

"Shut up!" Luke said almost yelling.

"Let me be you and fuck around with our relationship. Fight, make-up and fight again! It's a never ending circle! And I'm tired of it!" Luke broke eye contact and swallowed the rest of his words.

I blinked and inhaled deeply,

holding my frustration in. I watched as he gritted his teeth then put the cigarette between his lips.

He took a large intake, almost killing the whole thing. He exaled and I watched as his body slowly rose and fell. It calmed him

He flicked the cigarette away from him, his eyes followed it as it fell in the rain.

I stood on my feet, I stood in front of him with no words.

His eyes beemed down on me.

He winced, thinking that I was going to hit him.

But instead I stepped close to him, our bodies were touching.

I placed my hand on his chest letting it slide to the back of his neck.

I leaned in and our lips softly but barely each other.

"I'm still into you. And I want to make this work." I whispered under my breath

There was a pause and Luke was waiting for my lips to crash into his.

Our lips touched and moved in sync.

I felt the sparks grow inside me.

The feeling of having Luke so close to me felt so good. His kiss left tingles in my spine, This was the reason I hadn't left him

"You guys going to have sex or what?" Sarah was intwerwining her cigarette between her finger

I felt my face heat up with embarrassment.

I shifted further from Luke, leaving space between us

Sarah bursted out into laughter

"I'm just kidding, listen there's drinks in the kitchen if you want" She winked and walked off. She was clearly drunk

Luke and I headed back inside to see that everybody in the house was having a mini jam.

The music was loud, Drinks were spread along the table, Ashton and Michael were taking shots upon shots.

Sarah had gone wild and had been laughing uncontrollably.

"Go! Go! Go!" Calum said cheering them on