fuck i miss this so much
Many people think that all fangirls are always happy, hyper, positive, optimistic, etc. because we can all see that fangirls are those type of person who can hit you because of too much feels. Fangirls are those who are really dedicated to a person or a band or something. Someone who's expressing her love for her idol.
But in reality? It is not all about rainbows and unicorns. We can also feel depression, stress, eating disorders, etc.
We could also feel the urge of commiting suicide. I know that you're aware of the suicidal rate in the wholewide world.
Fangirling is not all about happiness. A fangirl is also a person who can experience sadness, anger, etc.
Some fangirls do express their love for someone not just because they want to feel contentment,
maybe because it's the first and last, to be short, only source of happiness they have.
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yall i miss updating so muchhh. i was rlly busy bc of school stuffs and spazzing stuffs. i'm soooo sorry ㅠㅠ