Adventure with Pirates (Zoro Love Story) {DISCONTINUED}

Chapter 7: Love? Jealousy? Hated?

Chapter 7: Love? Jealousy? Hated?

Zoro was with another girl and I ran away to the ship without Zoro but why do I feel angry? I was on the ship organizing materials, Nami asked me where was Zoro I told her that I left him but before she left I asked her a question. 

"What sort of feeling do you feel when a guy and a girl are together and you feel angry?"

"Oh Akki~ your jealous, this is a sign that you love this person."

"Jealous and love?" I thought to myself was i in love with Zoro and I felt jealous because he was with another girl. I didn't want to think about that so I went to get back Zoro, he always gets so lost easily. When I saw Zero he was talking to Sanji then I heard Zoro talking about me.

"Oh c'mon Zoro Akki already helped us defeat a kid who took our memories and helped us win in the Davy back fight."

"Shut up I'll never trust that woman she should've never butted in our business."

"Hey Akki what's wrong?" Luffy said

Zoro and Sanji saw me but my back was turned to them and I lied to Luffy "Nothings wrong just tired I guess" I walked away from them and I heard Zoro calling for me. I ran in the woods and it seems that Zoro didn't see me go in the woods. I walked further and further away from the town and Zoro, its that feeling again I'm being.......hated.

Zoro's POV

Shit Akki heard me but Why did I felt guilty when I said I never trusted her. I looked for her but she seemed to vanish, maybe she returned to the ship. When Luffy came I didn't see her face when she lied to Luffy all of us returned to the ship but we didn't see Akki.

Nami asked us where Akki went, I thought she returned to the ship. Luffy and that stupid cook said That it was my fault she didn't come. Robin came in and said "Don't worry about her, here she left a note." The note said "Don't bother looking for me I'll turn up later and tell Nami and Usopp I made their new weapons already, From Akki"

They all yelled at  me to find her and I said didn't you read the note she'll turn up later. Then they created excuses like what if she was taken, kidnapped or killed. So I went to find her, I looked everywhere in town but I couldn't find her.

"Damn it Akki where are you?" I checked every store and asked if they've seen Akki. Every one of them said no, shit what if they were right maybe she was captured or kidnapped. I returned to the ship and that stupid cook yelled at me for losing his precious Akki. It wasn't my fault she eavesdropped on us. Nami interrupted us and said she was looking for me, I felt like a dumbass.

Then Sanji went in the kitchen to make dinner while I stayed on the deck looking if Akki came back. I'm confused but i didn't trust her because what Robin told me what she was, but am I in love with her or I don't trust her. This was frustrating but she didn't eavesdropped on us she just came looking for me, I would've hated myself if I just walked in on a conversation that a person hated me. The reason is I don't hate her so why did I say that, Akki is feeling hated after that I guess.

Akki's POV

I was on a tree branch staring at the moon, its my fault that Zoro doesn't trust me. Yet why did he hug me when I had a fever. I thought of why Zoro never trusted me I remembered that I butted in their business in the Davy back fight. Everyone already trusted me but Zoro what else do I have to do I helped them get their memories back.

I hated myself I can't be honest with my friends and some of them don't know what I really am. No wonder why my parents deceived me they never wanted a demon like me to be born. Just as I thought about that I heard those voices again "......Akki......" it sounded so familiar but this is my first time listening it. Why me why am I a monster and why do people like me if they know what I was all these thoughts were cluttered in my mind.

I didn't want to think anymore but I couldn't stop, I noticed that I still have my wound on my hand from yesterday. I pressed on the wound and it started bleeding, what I can only depend on is pain to help me. The pain was distracting me from my thoughts I didn't feel hurt but satisfied my blood was growing darker and darker.

My eyes changed red again and the thirst was back, I licked the blood out  of my hand. I decided that I was gone long enough so I got off the tree branch. I was walking away but to my surprise Zoro found me.

"Akki why did you leave?"

"........."

"Why didn't you return to the ship"

".........''

I ignored him and he tightly grabbed my wrist but I continued walking even if he grabbed my wrist, he noticed my hand was bleeding.

"Akki your hand is bleeding"

"....Don't worry about it Zoro.."

I pulled my wrist and away from him and headed towards the ship he was behind me. We didn't say  a word to each other when we were walking towards our ship. When I boarded on the ship I sat down on the deck and Zoro standing next to me. I was distracted by my thoughts again but I heard voices this time.

"Akki..Come play with us....were friends..." it was quiet for a few seconds but a disturbing voice came "...Your....a monster..." I came back into reality luckily Zoro didn't see me shake a bit. I was going to say something to Zoro but Sanji inturrupted me and hugged me. I didn't hug back but let him continue to hug me and he said out loud "Oh my beautiful Akki I'm sorry your feeling were hurt." I gnored him and everyone else came.

I ignored what they all said while Zoro was doing a death glare at Sanji, was he jealous that Sanji hugged me. He went to our room and Sanji asked me if I was hungry I nodded my head no and followed Zoro. I went in our room and he was sitting on our bed, I didn't talk to him but sat down on the oppisite side of him.

We didn't fall asleep but remained quiet until he grabbed my hand and bandaged it. The blood dripped on his hand and that thirst feeling came back I was trying to control it but its not working. I decided to remained there but Zoro surprised me and said "I know what you are."

My heart grew heavy and my eyesight was getting darker and I passed out while I was passing out I heard the voices again ".....Akki play with us...."