the last time you left there was a part of me that was so sunken and in vein that I could barely handle myself.
i wanted to leave.
there was no place for me here.
but the collateral damage would have been too much and the pain that lingered behind me as I drop into this hell would have ended up burning you instead.
as much as I wanted to die I held on to a little once of hope that everything would be okay.
but truth be told I wish I wouldn't have.
these feelings for you will never fade and these choices I've made will never be the right ones.
but I know with you by my side everything will be okay, until I don't have you by my side.
until I don't have you in my grasp and then, then I won't be okay and I'll have to leave.
so I have to leave.
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Stories I Will Never Write || Personal Paragraphs || #Wattys2016
Poetrythe last time you left there was a part of me that was so sunken and in vein that I could barely handle myself. i wanted to leave. there was no place for me here. but the collateral damage would have been too much and the pain that lingered behin...
