I never knew what it was like to have absolutely no one there for you. I never knew what it felt like to have lost everyone & but had everyone at one time. I know how that feels. I know how bad it hurts. All I have are my thoughts and my music. But they both feed me stuff I feel like I need to ignore, but I don't. I take it into consideration and end up getting hurt for it. I end up putting everything I have out there and getting destroyed. I have no one to lean on when i need a friend. I have no one that cares enough to even text me to ask what I am doing. I have no one to bond with. I . don't . want . you . now . You already left me here too fend for myself , so I don't want you back. So don't bother . Bc feeling like this is Better than acting like I don't feel like this.
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Stories I Will Never Write || Personal Paragraphs || #Wattys2016
Poetrythe last time you left there was a part of me that was so sunken and in vein that I could barely handle myself. i wanted to leave. there was no place for me here. but the collateral damage would have been too much and the pain that lingered behin...
