I guess people like me never stop hurting. you think you are happy again but when you find anther person that makes you feel good you just reminisce on all of the time you spent being happy with that person that hurt you the most. I don't get a steady relationship. I don't get a solid day of happiness. I don't get to be happy again with someone else. I really liked him but I dropped him because I thought he was gonna be another you. I ruined things because I thought he was gonna hurt me like you did. now I'm over you because he showed me he needed me like you never did. I just need someone to fight for me. I need someone to show me they're here to stay. I need someone to show me that they want me as much as I want them. I haven't had that in awhile. I actually haven't had anyone in awhile. no one wants someone that drowns in their own pain. no one wants someone that wants to commit because they don't wanna be there to clean up the mess.
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Stories I Will Never Write || Personal Paragraphs || #Wattys2016
Poetrythe last time you left there was a part of me that was so sunken and in vein that I could barely handle myself. i wanted to leave. there was no place for me here. but the collateral damage would have been too much and the pain that lingered behin...
