it took me 5 times of us trying to work out and you leaving to realize you didn't ever want me. you didn't ever need me.
you made me believe you loved me but truth be told you never were mine. I try to express how I feel about it but the words I write always come out in unknown anger and proven guilt. I can't even trust myself anymore. you stole that. you stole my pride. you stole everything. people tell me I've changed and you're the reason for that. im completely ashamed of how dumb I was to go back to you more than once. I am completely ashamed for how wrong I was to think we could've made it. I am completely wrong for thinking I loved you. im done loving you. im done getting hurt. im done with you. I'm proud of myself.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Stories I Will Never Write || Personal Paragraphs || #Wattys2016
Poesíathe last time you left there was a part of me that was so sunken and in vein that I could barely handle myself. i wanted to leave. there was no place for me here. but the collateral damage would have been too much and the pain that lingered behin...
