Febuary

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So far Febuary was a good month. Except for the last week. Since Wednesday I have hated school even more. So since I had nothing to do all day than ponder my existence. I started think of all the things I've pushed back like, how bad my anxiety is, and when I should have said something about how I was feeling, just how much of a bad person I am. (Don't feel bad for me, don't pity me) It put me in such an off mood that I decided that I will stop being so selfish and start being selfless. Even though Febuary I have been selfless. For reasons that I wish to not explain. All I'm saying is, sometimes days are good but days that are bad, think of the things that will make it better, for instance, talk to someone, write, draw, read, think. Just do good things.oh yea on a good note I've gone a whole three weeks without self harming, not counting the scratches. Anyway I love you and have a goodnight.

~HoneyB

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