My Stalker

Feeling Uneasy part 2 chapter 2

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I take off my shirt and bra, turing on the shower I look at the supernatural Digital clock that's on my wall, it's 6:50am. School doesn't start until 8:30am I still have time. Stepping into the shower I let the warm water in Gulf me, letting the water relax me. I look up at the ceiling while washing off the dry blood from in between my legs. As I Look down I see bruises in between my legs.... What The Hell? How the hell did I get bruises in that area... How could one even inquire bruises in that area? It still hurts down there and now that I see this, it makes it feel a lot worse!

"Breath, ok just breath nothing happened last night I went to the party, I drank..... I drank a lot, I came home But wait how did I get home?" I say to myself..... I into cry into my hands collapsing on the shower floor letting hot tears fall down my face. My mind races with questions that I don't have answers to, which causes me to sob, I rock myself back and forth. What really happened last night? Did something happen to me? How did I get home? A million other questions race through my mind but In the end I finally let my thoughts trial off to the worst that I've been saving for last....... I say it out lound slowly with confusion lining my every word "Was I raped last night?"

I look at my scars on my body. Some are pinkish purplish while the older ones consist of white and almost nonexistent scaring color. I peep through my shower curtain to where the sink is underneath I have razor blades taped to the top of a drawer that I hid. I reach over and feel underneath until my fingers come across the cold metal blade. I pull at it and rip off the tape to reveal the cold metal. I stand up hot tears still falling down my face and push the shower knob down, now causing the water to spay straight down instead of straight at me. Grabbing the alcohol bottle I clean the blade and sterilize my skin on my wrist and thigh making sure the water doesn't touch my skin that I just cleaned.

I look at the sharp, shiny metal in my hand and I look at my wrist is it really worth it... I mean I don't even know if I was really raped! The tears continue to fall staining my checks. I close my eyes trying to remember what happened last night. I close my eyes trying to picture what happened in my head. I inhale and exhale slowly putting it together...... nothings happening! "Ugh" I shout putting the blade on the counter along with the alcohol. I shower and get out getting dressed in a black long sleeve V-neck T-shirt my black bra and underwear. I put on my blue flannel, black ripped jeans with my black combat boots.

I turn around facing my dresser to put on my favorite necklace when I see a little white card that says Scarlet written in cursive on the front. My face turns sour as I think back to when I first woke up, there was no card. Grabbing the card I open it to be bombarded with this overwhelming really strong smell of..... it smells like cinnamon and mint. I'm stunned as I stubble back, tripping almost falling to the ground as a memorie fills my mind.

~~~Flashback~~~

I wake up in the back of someone's car. I'm unable to move any part of my body, as I strain to look where I am the car stops moving momentarily and continues to go at a steady pace. My vision is still blurred and it feels as if I'm going to pass out. I try to stay awake, "This doesn't feel right..... How did I get here? Who am I with and where are we going? My friends have to be worried sick I'm never the type of person to just take off without saying where I'm going, let alone when I have been drinking!" I think to myself as I can feel the darkness creep back up, causing me to slowly close my eye lids. I fight as hard as I can to stay awake.

Looking up my surrounding finally become clear for a brief second as we pull up to what looks like a house in the middle of nowhere. "Shit" I think to myself. He stop's the car putting it in park he gets out slamming the door and scaring the crap out of me. "What dose he want? Where are we? Please don't hurt me Please!!!" I think in my head as tears slowly fall down my face.

He goes to the back passengers side door. Opening the door he's now at my feet and I inhale what smells like a strong mixture of cinnamon and mint. There's light just outside the house illuminating through the car windows just enough for me to see the outline of this man he's tall, wide broad shoulders, and good build. I shiver with anticipation and the thoughts continue to flow, "What's he going to do to me? What does he want? I want to go home and be snuggled up in my blankets, but no I had to go out with my friends tonight of all nights, this is all my fault!

My eye lids get heavy again, I'm trying my best to keep them awake its like a battle to keep them open. I'm so lost in my thoughts I don't even realize this strange man is trying to pick me up. I struggle under his grip, giving him a hard time. He mumbles under his breath. I cower in fear, I try to scream for help, but all that comes out is a muffled scream as if my lips are duck-taped. The battle is over as my eyes slam shut and I drift of into the blackness, I still feel him, I feel as he pulls me towards him and picks me up putting me over his Shoulder. It all once again blurs to black.

~~~End Of Flashback~~~

I'm trying to breath in and out; I am hyperventilating.... I feel the panic set in as I try to breath. I can't get air into my lungs.... I'm on the verge of fainting. Tears stream down my face, I sob into my hands. "What happened last night?!?" I think as I lay on the floor helpless.